semalam aku br hbs tgk lagi satu movie korea. filem serius.bukan filem cinta sang kekaseh.
dan aku ada menulis sedikit review..hum..bukan sedikit actly..pjg lebar..ya..sgt panjang lebar. lepas separuh aku menulis, aku go thru semula.. huh. ptt pun test summary aku slalu dpt sikit je markah. aku xtau nak summarize sbnrnya.
mgkin takdir aku xpandai mengarang. aku lebih pandai nyalakan penunu bunsen.
jadi, aku lupakan aja niat utk post review tu.. nanti bila aku sdh pandai menulis mcm faisal tehrani, akan aku post.
korg nak tgk filem berat itu? carilah sendiri. SUNFLOWER tajuknya. trust me. tak rugi!
jukebox: shania twain - forever and for always
nnt bila aku jd mcm faisal tehrani
shetooppe..bak kata org jepun
aku rs kan, aku nak stop lepak kat blog org lain dah mulai esok. aku perlu move on. i got lotsa work 2 do. tp aku ignore je seme keje2 tu sbb abg posmen xdtg lagi. aku dah penat sumpah seranah selangor. aku tau selangor msti negri korup. seme mkn gj buta kot, bodo!
STOP IT! aku mls nk tmbh lima kali seploh dosa ckp kuturr..
yep, berblik kpd isu blog. serius.aku xmau baca dah. tiap kali aku bc blog lain aku akan bengkek. sbb byk yg aku x stuju dr aku setuju. drpd bernanah2 hati aku ni, baik aku stop je.
aku lebih suka amik tau personal life org drp amik tau prinsip org dan perspektif org dlm idup org tu.jadi silent reader pun aku xmau..apetah lagi nak bg2 komen segala. buang ms. sbb mostly org yg terlalu berprinsip sgt ni, ssh nak trime -ve feedback..
from personal blogs, aku tau ade org yg life dia totally different dgn aku.. hehe..best woo! bodo je reason.tp xpela. bodo pun bodo la. jgn aku jd bodo,sudah.
and, aku nak ingatkan diri aku lagi skali. main purpose aku buat blog ni sbb aku suka suki. sbb aku nak kutuk sumone sbnrnya...ms kat kampus dulu.ya, scr maya. menulis sambil mengutuk agak kurang dosa drp bercakap dan mengutuk,..agaknyalah..:p
campus life aku mmg sux. tp xle lwn idup aku kat KMPP la. lagi bangang! ahh..mls cerita pnjg. lenkali aja.
ya, aku hrp2 kwn2 aku yg baca blog ini tau progress hidup aku. itu aja. xperlu visitors byk2. sbb kebarangkalian dorg xkenal aku pun sgt besar.
n... one more thing, aku akan upload lebih byk gamba (berkenaan idup aku la) lepas ni.
muka aku tensen ke. muka aku byk jerawat ke...muka aku ms dh jmpa future husband ke. ya, aku akan upload.
so sistah! keep in touch.
aloha!
jukebox: shania twain - ka ching
nothing in particular 5
it is the last day for this month.
hurm..abg posmen blum bw kabar gembira.
aku makin merana.
merana kerna penantian.
jukebox: rossa-ayat2cinta
mood: swinging...keluh kesah setiap kali lagu ni berkumandang
how to say tata!
yep. boredom is one tiny word with one big meaning. lifeless. dats what i feel rite now.
most people would do something...anything to kill their time. so do i. i love to see old pictures..manage my folders.. download some new mv.. but most of the time, i buzzed some of frens from the YM list. those people who i like to hv conversation with, of course.. what moron wud want to spend their time listen to rubbish??
sadly, yea i know someone like dat. and i hv to reply back if they buzz me cz i dun hv enuff courage to b mean.
hum..after several stop-killing-me-with-all-the-crap minutes, i guess i really hv to back off b4 i say sumthing bitchy.. but the thing is, i really dunno know how to say 'hey i hate talking to you, can u pls shut ur fucking loud mouth?' nicely.
that s a very2 big problem y'know?
and to be super-duper-goodie-nice girl, i always said these as excuses:
" wei, mak aku panggil la. suh wat sambal belacan. nnt sembang len eh?" (bodo jek)
" wei, ko bz kan? aku xnak kacau." (padahal dia yg kacau aku)
" wei, bateri kong a. nnt aku buzz blk eh" (and i did not, of course!)
" wei, hg xngantuk ka?" --> slalunya they smell the hint.
erk..nice je kan?
that was some of the lines. but usually, i just left the mouse and let the status 'idle'..then i got some of the annoying buzz..about 3-4 buzzez. then i just say,
" hey, i really got sumthing to do la. we talk later k? see ya, take care"
juz ignore all the questions and move on.b invisible. ngee~~ i know, kinda rude. but hey, i need to excuse myself eventho i hv to be a lil meany.
i hope i can come out wit some other nice excuses.
** this cannot be applied to my good frens, cz i nvr being hypocrite to them. i juz saying, "oit. aku nak blah dah.bubye" thats it. ringkas dan padat. no need for repeating. no need to b decent. haha.
hard to say goodbye..
jukebox:~ carrie underwood- just a dream
love...love...love...
last nite, finally i can watch a korean movie ' MY LOVE'(2007), after a week been downloaded..via veoh.com
yea i know, crappy downloading,but i dunno how to make it faster.byekula taught me once, humm.. well...even teacher can b dumb sumtimes. and the other reason is, i dun want to install anything dat can slow down my lappy even more.. vista alone makes me wanna scream wit pillow stuck in d mouth.`~stop imagine those unethical act..plis
back to story, hum...MY LOVE. sounds typical rite?lots of romance stories out there .. wit different view of love, how love can b disastrous, how love makes people lost their sanity.. most of them really affects my life.my point of view on love... yea, i nvr been in love. nvr fall in love. nvr plan to, at tis moment...
crush is one different thing..:p
and i know why...love is stupid. people do stupid things in the name of love. for god sake..i nvr wan to b stupid..at least for that reason..yet.
love.
some people experience the miracle of love. yep, SOME,not everyone! making the world of love even miserable...ngeee~~
i hate seeing girls crying coz they've been dumped. how stupid! look! i'm acting tough here.. dun say a word!
the only reason is...its really a difficult task for me to hold tears cz i cannot see tears..like there is somekind of magnetic attraction between the pond of tears of mine with others.. isk..paham x? tears is just a no-no ..cz crying is painful. eyes getting sore after crying..chest getting tight to hold...erghh... laughing is better.. i guess i hv too much empathy or sympathy...shud i say? which one is better? :p
ahh..nvr mind lah.. my point is, i hate to see these:~
- girls crying. for stupid reason such as, bf mrh sbb main frenster, bf marah tak angkat henset, bf marah sembang ngan laki lain, bf marah kuar ngan kawan2, bf marah pakai baju lawa2....hishhh
- boys go crazy. for stupid reason juga. yes, LOVE. and u know what, boys getting scarier when they are desperately in love. i've seen a lot..trust me, stay away from these crazy fellas..ciri2 such as: been dumped, then bela janggut ngn misai.
hello mister, those stray hairs, freaking scary! kunun frust menonggeng la.
hati x keruan- having 'weird' conversation wit another girls. sheet! trying to get lil attention..puhleezz~~
they do not iron their clothes for 2 months. haha.
" aku gosok pun nnt kedut balik." wuuu~~~pathetic.
they dont comb their hair. the level of messiness shows the level of frustration. :D
pls, be meticulously great man. dont show the stupidity in public.
kesimpulannya:
i think boys take love matter seriously than girls. pompuan plg kuat frust pun, nangis je... xde nak comot2 cam boys..hehe
erm..mgkin sbb laki2 ni kalo dah fall hardly in LURVE~~~, ssh nak recover.
dreams nvr end
current mood : happy ding dong!
reason : just watched 'take the lead'. dem awesome! i jz wish i can do those steps. the 'innocent steps' wakaka. no wonder peeps saying spanish/italian the sexiest creature on planet earth. 
i want my hair done gorgeosly like her.
i want this sleek n sexy dress on me :p(yep ! drooling~~~)
and
i want hot guy take the lead.....dancing i mean...( yep....more drools~~~~)
current obsession: racheal ray cooking/talk show
reason : i get full just by watching the foods..yum yum yummy..esp the cheesy pasta.aishhhh...
nip4
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
lajak perahu boleh diundur, lajak masa xdak sapa boleh wat apa2.
terlepas "measure of men"
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeet lagi skali.
** kan i dah ckp, psg alarm.
nothing in particular 3
perkara yg plg menyeksakan dlm hidup
PENANTIAN~~~
sbb ni la aku dgn x malunya menjerit sekuat2 ati kat fs.
"lelaki yg kutunggu2......encek posmen, bawalah kabar gembira buatku!!!!"
jeritan yg x berape kontroversi ttpi xlengkap di kekotak frens updates, mmpu membuatkan bbrpa homo sapien tertarik lalu mejenguk profile utk membaca jeritan yg tidak legkap itu..
haha..ya,aku tau kenapa. sbb semua nak nyibuk, sape laki2 itu.
laki2 itu tidak bukan dan tidak lain hanyalah abg posmen. abg posmen yg byk jasa. kdg2 berhenti minum bwh pkok mempelam yg xberpa rendang... empati merasuk~~`
jukebox:
leona lewis- yesterday
bahana frenster
current mood: STRESS
reason : FRIENDSTER
p/s: pls define.
mood tgh bosan. as always, fs laman web utama tatkala bosan mlnda. langkah yg perlu dipatuhi sblom meng view page org lain:
(view profile anonymously: YES)
hope u get what i meant.. hum...
lebih suka begitu.
:p
slps meronda, STRESS kuat merasuk
hahahha
reason: JEALOSY
define?: malas nak menulih.
tata.
sure or not????? is BACK (for me only~ left behind maa)
yeah1 i'm watching latte@8, on9 of course.
gile...aku mmg suke gle ah tgk lwk spastik Jlo tu. dr memula prgm tu kuar tv, mmg aku kalo boleh xmau miss la.. pastu lama dah xde. i heard they banned the show.. and i guess i now why..heh heh heh... yeah! this one i am 100% sure!!! haha
and now, the show rawks again! n jason seem a bit slimmer than the last time i saw him on tv. amal cara pemakanan sihat dah kot. :p
tonite show..yeah! i love it. they invited an/a ? anchorman from al jazeera..ala....news channel tu. wow..great conversation they had. jason with the slumberrness, makes the serious matter enjoyable to know. he cracked some jokes bout p_ _ L _ _ and dat made me laugh out LOUD!!! huhuhu
" well.....erm.......erm......" if u know the person wit this erm n ahhhh ...then u know what i mean la.
and also the "ekceli......"
then i got 1 extra knowledge, bush with his " yer know what?.." AHHA!
and i just addicted to latte back. i missed all the episodes from this season, and i think i want to catch up some of it,
~~~~ latte@8 marathon tonite~~~~~ wanna join????
** kdg2 xde sape gelak bila jason wat lawak. kesian.
but dun worry dude, aku mmg gelak gile bangang la sorg2..walopun nnt dibilang gila lagi..huhu
aksi akrobat ^o^
pelagak ngeri: nur aqilah ahmad sabarini (6thn)
------------------------->mcm iklan yogurt drink kat tv kan?? hehe
cakeless birthday party! :p
birthday boy!!
makan..jgn x makan...
simple but yummy!!!
ketupat daun pisang.
rendang xde tolok banding!
mee kari
another amusing story from the theme park
kapal sing wat hal lg..hekhek...
" yang dipertua, jangan main2"
hahaha...he'll b suspended for 2 days..he acts dumb at first, ignoring the 'titah' from the yg dpertua.. i tot, he was so proud of himself, he dun even want to stand.. then... after svral minutes, i was like..
HAH!!????!!! He's on wheelchair. he is an OKU.. n i dun even know..huuu...how ignorant!
yeah...i know n i realized, i'm being too 'attached' to the 'politic industry' lately. .. and i dont know why.. parliament becoming my hotspot for entertainment..watching old folks yelling at each other..wuu... pathetic!
hey OTT, get a life!!!
dang!!!!!
slalu pagi2 aku x on9, lagi2 nak post n3 dlm blog. sbb lps subuh, aku landing blk(walaupun dimarah mak slalu,anak dara x baik tdo pg2, nnt muka sembap/b?..heh..ye sy agk degil).
ntah knapa pg ini aku terasa segar bugar..walaupun smalam/lewat pg td, aku tdur jam 3.45am~lyn korea laaa..
dan kebetulan juga aku menonton malaysia hari ini(mhi) sbb feveret mak aku d pagi hari. ally n fenda host hrni, dan tajuk perbincangan agak latest n berjaya lekatkan diri aku dpn tv..."cikgu bukan lawan, tp kawan".. yep. agak mennarik sbb ada kena mengena ngn aku.
mmg aku x puas ati dgn apa yg ally ckp. mcm org xbaca buku. macam org x pegi skolah plk.. ada plk dia ckp, sikap @ persekitaran kat sekolah dan rumah kenalah konsisten.. aah..lebey kurang mcm la itu mksd dia..
apekeheyyy??? ada ke plk?? mcm mn kalo kat umah mak pak bdk x semayang, xkan kat skolah cegu pon kna ckp xpyh semayang?? or mcm mn kalo kat umah mak ayah manjakan ank2, xkan cikgu pun nak manjakan student?? adakah itu mksd konsisten bg ally sbnrnya???
pastu ckp tanpa pikir sensitivity msyrkat, especially golongan cekgu la. elok je lps aku tempelak apa yg br dia ckp, tetibe ada caller. sorg cikgu dr selayang. stret to the point cegu tu ckp dia tersentuh hati dgn apa yg ally br sebut..
sebelum tu ally ada ckp,
"cikgu x tonjolkan sikap yg bla..bla...bla...pd pljr"
aku xbper ingt.sori. ttp yg pasti cara dia bercakap seolah2 apa yg berlaku pd zmn skrg semuanya berpunca dr cikgu sendiri.
mmg aku setuju dgn apa yg cikgu tu ckp. aku rs dia seorg guru yg prihatin dan byk makan garam. dia ckp zmn skarang kebanyakan guru tersepit. byk faktor. aku pun mls nak ckp. kalo org yg phm, dia akan phm.
mmg tergamam la ally tu bila kena sebijik tepat kat muka. then pastu dia mtk maaf scr general.
aku pikir, mgkin ally x sedar apa yg dia tercakap. atau ayat yg dia susun x berapa nak betol.. mmg aku perasan dr awal rncngn, dia mcm ngantuk je..tu sbb bingai sgt kot! hahaha.
psl isu konsisten tu.. mgkin dia sbnrnya x tahu pun ape maksud konsisten..huh! rsnya diorg ni kna study dulu sebelum nak bincang isu berat mcm ni. diorg berckp based on self experience je, kajian n bhn ilmiah mgkin x usha dulu pon. mana boleh mcm tu! lagi2 rncgn 'live' mcm tu, masyarakat nmpk, dgr dan pikir setiap butir perkataan yg diorg sebut... mmg btol la pepatah melayu,
''lajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya"
apo laie, kono mintak maap la...
ENGLISH PMR PAPER 1
tension gile 'raittt' paper PMR adik aku sorg ni.
paper english. werghhhhh!!! sakitnya ati!!! drpd 40 soalan, 12 je btol. pekehey??? tu pon 3 soklan aku KIV dulu. sbb otak aku cam dah tumpul bila nmpk poem poem ni..shakespeare pulak tue! so, aku copy kat cni, sape rs boleh tlg jwb(skali expalanation) amatlah dialu2kan.
life's brief candle
to-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrrow,
creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
to the last syllable of recorded time,
and all our yesterdays have lighted fools,
the way to dusty death, out, out, brief candle!
life's but a walking shadow , a poor player,
taht struts and frets his hour upon the stage ,
and then is heard no more; it is tale
told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
signifying nothing.
william shakespeare
soalannya berbunyi begini:
1. the line 'to the last syllable of recorded time' shows the
a. ways people spend their time
b. past events in a person's life
c. precious time spent on earth
d. final moments before death
2. the phrase ' out, out, brief candle' implies that the persona
a. has given up hope on life
b. expects the flame to go out
c. wants the candle to melt fast
d. has very litle time left ti live
3. the persona in this poem is one who _____ about life.
a. speaks seriously
b. advises sincerely
c. thinks negatively
d. discusses patiently
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aku ada jwpn yg aku pikir mgkin btol.. tp aku lebih suka kalo ada yg lebih arif tlg aku pikir.... berbuih2 otak aku nak phmkan each sentence.hahaha..
nani, mgkin kamu boleh tlg???
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dan paper math dalam progress. bagus jgk skali skala aku tajamkan balik otak aku yg dah agak lama tak terasah ni. BLUNT!
nampak gaya boleh dpt at least B utk math.. (hepi skit)
tp aku pantang btol bila jmp careless mistakes. haishhhh!!!!
siapa aku sebenarnya?
aisemen...
setelah setahun jagung dlm dunia blog... baru aku perasan yg aku:
- sedikit annoyed dgn blog 'intelek'.. bkn ingin jd ignorant, ttp kdg2 pendapat mrk terlalu objektif dan seolah2 narrow-minded..seolah2 pilihan mereka adalah yg terbaik...dan oleh sbb rmi follower, maka rmi la yg stuju dgn pendapat sang owner. sgt menyakitkan hati! (bg yg xsetuju)
- cepat melenting orangnya, tp sbb d sini adalah alam 'maya'.. jd aku boleh seludupkan ke'bengkek'kan tu.. fuhhhh~~~
-mula bersikap extra-defensive...yeah..mgkin bagus dan mgkin juga tidak.bergantung kpd lokasi dan masa jg la..
- sifat secretive aku masih seperti dulu...spti yg aku penah bc dr kajian yg penah dibuat, blogger slalunya open-minded and friendly sbb suka 'share; tapi...
ya,sjk azali aku tidak mudah percayakan org.lagi2 lelaki. xtau kenapa. traumatic experience?? blom penah ada..thank god.
aku sendiri tidak tahu puncanya. mgkin suatu hari nnt rahsia akan tersingkap? siapa tahu....
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penah kononnya di'baca'. sang tukang baca(seorang ustaz, xperlu mantera, cuma lihat riak muka sj) beliau adalah pegawai JPA(yg pki bj oren tu...) dan aku ahli JPA ms kat U.
aku: encik! tgk muka sy pulak.( slps muka yun, kwn aku, ditgk beliau)
encik jpa : ok
silence~~~~
aku : apa ncik? bgtau la sy. (x sabar2)
encik jpa : sy tgk skali lalu je, awak mmg ssh percaya org kan??
aku : hah?? yeh??
encik jpa : iye.... cb pikir btol2. btol kan??
aku terdiam....
aku : lagi??
encik jpa : sy rs awak xpyh tau la.... kdg2 ada bnda yg lebih baik kita tak tahu dari tahu.
mgkin aku kena sorok wajah slps ni???
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teacher's blog
salam muhibbah..
mmg xde mood. erm..ingt x masa aku ckp aku nak start prepare utk ngajar nex month tu?? disappointing!!! masih blom ada progress,,,sampaila aku terbaca buletin kat frenster td. abd rahman, sorg mahasiswa upsi yg sgt berkaliber aku pikir...dgn murah hatinya dia upload semua nota n powerpoint slide subjek kimia utk form 4. baik ati giler dah la free of charge plk tu! mmg aku salute la mamt ni..walaupun aku bknlah student majoring in chem. edu, tp blom tentu aku dpt ngajar bio bile dah msk sekolah nnt...mgkin aku kna ajar math, mgkin fizik or mgkin juga kimia.. so, after dis aku nak download je notes2 tu semua..
chop! aku bkn malas...tp aku nak sumthing yg boleh aku compare'kan nnt. mana tau dia pny lagi bagus? so,bg faedah kat aku jgk..
ada jgk powerpoint slide yg aku dah buat ms kat ipoh dulu...n maybe boleh pakai lagi. tp mcm a bit dull la... kna tambah gambar n put more animation.. kalo x, student bosan. tp mostly student aku kat ipoh dulu, diorg mmg excited kalo aku ajar pki LCD. sbb cegu2 yg lain mmg malas nak guna. punca? sbb sklah tu bodoh sgt.. cikgu sains kat stu sruh psg projector kat ceiling...tp ntah camne..bkn projector yg dipsg...speaker plk yg dpsg kat bhgian depan makmal.. x ke bodoh namanya tu??? x tau nak ckp sape bengong sbnrnya dlm kes ni...so, utk tak memanjangkan cerita, kos pun dah xde...terpaksa la LCD tu diangkut n perlu dipasang setiap kali nak guna.. mmg leceh! tp aku lg suka pki lcd drp menulis kat whitebod or mahjong paper... nmpk sgt "chalk n talk".. lagipon my handwriting is the worst among teachers, ever! hahaha ...
tp aku ni bijak skit kot.. dah ada speaker..apsal xguna kan?? so setiap kali pas ajar n aku bg group activity skit, aku psg la lagu2 yg tgh hit.. oleh sbb rmi chinese, aku psg lagu lee hom...melompat sakan bdk2 cina tu bila aku psg..HAHAHA..
" teacher, teacher,..bagi sy ini lagu. boleh ka???" :p
* cegu fizik cam x berape ada...so, my future ambition: nak sambung stdy, mgkin fizik???
nothing in particular 2
TODAY:
bosan
sangap
boring
jemu....
the words can explain everything rite??
YESTERDAY:
a lil dizzy feeling after hvg lunch. mak masak, pajeri terung+ikan masin goreng+kerabu tauge+ikan goreng+sambal belacan+timun sebagai ulam.
ye! saya tak memasak. saya bukanlah seorg pemasak profesional..
tugas seharian sy hanya basuh baju(pki mesin otometik) dan seterusnya sidai baju. thats it! alangkah lekanya sy d rumah....
kenapa sy pening?? sbb sy makan secara tidak normal. sy telah mencampur adukkan kesemua lauk pauk dalam satu pinggan. ya! sgt tidak normal.
jika di kedai nasi kandar hussein sekalipun atau mana2 kedai mamak/nasi kandar, sy tidak benarkan si pembubuh nasi dan lauk mencurahkan pelbagai jenis kuah sehingga berlaku bah. ooohh...tidak sama sekali!
dan ditambah pula dgn mslh yg melanda semua bakal guru yg akan mula bertugas nex month.. tindakan pihak JPN yg masih blom menetapkan penempatan para guru telah menyusahkan kepala otak sy.. . hidup tanpa tujuan mmg menyusahkan.. pihak JPN seolah olah menganggap selangor itu negeri yg kecil... dan sy perlu ke selangor pd 10nov...dan lokasi belom dketahui...tidakkah itu SUX?? mana mau dipikirkan lagi soal tempat tidur...nmpk gaya sistem pengurusan jpn selangor tak berapa cekap memandangkan surat pon belum diterima para guru...walhal guru yg akan ke perak sudah menerima surat mengnai taklimat penempatan..
nmpknya hidupku di selangor akan menjadi agak sukar...
review
allo.
for the third time, i watch 'troy'. and i just cant get enuff of it. its my liking..i mean dat kind of movie. same with 'asoka'. i'm not even a history-girl..who reads lotsa history, but i like the whole scenery, the costumes...the plots..plus the actors. :p
and i just finished this short j-movie, spring story. as usual, a lovey-dovey story.and oh... oguri shun-the leading actor. hv a cute side, and mystery.. as well.
yoshh!
here's some synopsis i copied from the site.
this story is about 2 high school students who fall for each other in high school, but cannot articulate their feelings. instead, they often say the wrong thing and annoy each other. the stories continues through thier early 20s, as they happen to run each other, and despite still hvg feelings for one another, they cannot find a way to be together...
i like how they arrange the plot at the beginning and the last part of the story. its really stupid to see people fighting and yet still deny their feelings. huh!
the 2nd movie- game over. also a japanese movie( japan produced many good movies lah).
the story is not as simple as the title sound, i find it was difficult for me 2explain.just watch it by urself la..ok?(if u want to le....)
not a simply love story, this is good. trust me.
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salam...
di sini aku nak buat pembetulan sikit. sbnarnya x ramai pun student upsi(girls) yg suka mencarut. bukti?? aku sendiri la..cth terdekat. masa kat sekolah perangai mmg cam hampeh skit.. BABI ...BODOH.. BANGANG...FUCK OFF... FUCK U....erm....perkataan biase disebut. tp aku plg x suka org mencarut benda2 kemaluan(cth: p_ _ i, k_ _ _ dan sebagainya...) jijik!
tp aku tau..dan aku sedar skang..bnda2 yg aku dok sebut2 slalu ms kat sekolah tu mmg x elok..tp sj la...teenagers kan.. asik nak memberontak je.. slalu kutuk LDP (lembaga disiplin pljr) yg gile kuasa.. pastu kalo kna tegur ngn LDP,mmg mulut ni laju je ckp bnda2 tu... masa tu kalo x sebut, kalo xde dlm ayat seharian cam x lengkap je dunia..hahaha...rasa cam superior sgtlah, rs hebat...cool gile... kalo ckp bnde2 tu..
ok, fine la kan.. makin usia bertambah, mkin kurang skit keluar perkataan2 tu..sbb ada kesedaran yg timbul.. tapi BABI, BODOH dan BANGANG, msih kekal sampai matrix.
cth ayat:
1.prangai cam babi!
2. cam bangang je !
3. bodo la weiiiiii...
Lpas je matrix, aku dpt offer msk upsi( my sixth choice) aku melalak bagai nk gile..sbb xpat trima hakikat. hahaha..
msk upsi, aku mmg culture shock. but in a positive way! can u believe dat?? rata2 kwn kuliah, kwn serumah....semua. aku ulang lagi sekali, SEMUA!!! semua sopan santun, ckp lemah lembut...aku mmg xboleh terima ...mmg x boleh!!! aku nak sebut BODOH pun akan aku fikir 100x. sbb korg bayangkan reaksi muke bdk2 solehah bila bdk yg kureng ni sebut BODOH.. tu bkn aku sebut bnda lagi teruk... DASAT....
erm...agak lame jgk la br boleh nk biasekan diri dgn x sebut bnde2 ni...tp kalo dalm umh aku kdg2 tersebut gak..hahaha! dpn kwn2 satu lecture, baik jgn... kalo x..hbs la reputasi aku.
so, point ni boleh diragui la skit. mgkin yg sedare fariz jmp tu mmg kaki carut kot.. erm...rsnya 1 dalm 10 je kot.
psl pergaulan sosial, mmg aku x nafi. mmg teruk. ms 1st yr, aku rs upsi okey lagi...msk 2nd yr, 3rd yr, 4th yr...aku rs upsi smakin sendat dgn org2 yg tak bertamadun. sbb kod pakaian pn rmi dah xikut...rules kat kolej pun macam macam tu aje...(phm snri a kan?)... pastu pulak dgn tasik proton yg konon2 indah la sgt tu,,mkin rmi yg bersandiwara kat sn... peluk cium..jgn ckp la...berlemuih mulut tu!
lagi satu.. mmg ptt pun kalo org mkin x hormat student education..lagi2 kat upsi. sbb mmg ade prngai lagi truk dr kera. bkn nak kutuk, tp mostly yg 'culture shock' tu dtg dr tmpt x bper nk maju..phm2 sndiri..xnak sebut..tg mlim plk dkt dgn kl...sng2 je boleh g overnite kat genting la... hotel ntah mana2 la... x pyh pegi jauh. org dekat2 aku pon ade..
ada yg pakai seluar low-cut, ketat msk lab. korg tau la kan..kerusi kat lab kan tgi..just imagine kalo minah tu tunduk.. ala...tongkat dagu pon cukup la.. trang tang tang nmpk panties..tu kalo pki panties besar la..kalo pki thong?????? IMAGINE SNRI.. and aku yg ade aura LASER skit ni pnh la pegi ckp..
' woi, nmpk spende la!' (sambil tlg tarik seluar UP skit)
reply yg aku dpt....
' ala.....ko ni....(nada manja)
wth???
' eh, ko ni boleh tahan laser jgk ek??? '
aisemen...aku plk yg kn chop laser sbb brni btau yg org lain nmpk spende dia.. hm...
pasal edu.system.. skrg mmg trend sape plg byk A. kebijaksanaan diukur dgn jumlah A. jgn salahkan pelajar..sbb kdg2 parents yg 'paksa' anak utk kejar A. bkn kejar ilmu..
cikgu kat skolah pun bila dah dpt pressure dari parents yg nakkan anak 'cemerlang' dalam ertikata mereka...terpakse jadi pak dan mak turut.. so, x boleh salahkan guru 100%. kan?
to mr fariz:
mmg byk yg aku setuju dlm komen tu.. dan mmg x boleh nak nafi..tp aku rs cukup2 la kita pertikaikan salah sape...hentikan aktvti menuding jari... bagi aku..yg penting skarang...
' aku nak cr PENYELESAIAN.'
dan dlm usaha nak cr penyelesaian tu, aku boleh mulakan dgn diri aku sndri. cr salah sndri, baiki diri sndri...experimenting new methods, appproaches... hopefully this will do some good.
perubahan yg kecil boleh meng'catalize' perubahan yg lebih besar.. dont u think so?
* maaf, bahasa lintang pukang.
* yg memberi komen, anda x perlu minta maaf kerna respons mcm tu la yg mem'bina'.
nothing in particular
seorang adik melintas di dpn kakaknya yg sdg mkn ns lemak.
adik : ek eeeeeh....byknye die mkn....(nada selamber)
kakak : u shut up!
adik : ek eeeeeh.... die ckp omputih.
is she okay??
salam sejahtera!
to anyone watch buletin utama last nite wud definitely shocked of what happen to a teacher in a school in perlis indera 'kayangan'. i'm seriously felt shitty all of sudden and all i can say...
" WHAT THE HELL?????????"
and nervous at the same time.. its too scary in the real world.
do i really prepared to face the reality? the 'openness'? the 'glokalisasi'? the 'friendliness' ???
how come they dare to do such things to a teacher.. in my time, even if i hate some of d teacher, definitely i wont do such harsh things..
they are sooo BITCHY! yeah...students nowadays..cant be treated like a kid. they absolutely hate that.
the new reality series in 8tv " field trip usa" sometimes kinda pissed me off lah..how come they comparing the education system in malaysia and us?? ... good facilities lah..'boleh mkn dalam kelas lah....' heh bdk tu xtau ke kat cni pon boleh mkn jgk...tp tgk cegu jgk la..:p !
i admit the systems there are good, but not all the approaches can be done here.it just impossible ..a really damn hard work needed for such changes.. i hope i can b a part of the team who makes the changes...for a better quality of education system here...in tanah tumpahnya darahku... :D
and so far, i nvr heard a single student say even a good thing about malaysian school.. are we that bad??
i'm wondering myself.... sigh~~~
erm....after a long pause to think about the tengking-tendang-cikgu-incident, i think we shudnt put all the blame to the students alone.. there must b something bout that teacher.. maybe she did 'wrong' to the girls..even the slightest one.. maybe shes too plain or too kind...or shes too fierce...or...she just a creature whoever could not stand... WHO KNOWS???
so...my question is.... is she 'okay'??
rojak stuff
yoshhh!!
sjk 2 menjak ni..aku dah cam mls nk post new n3..but what makes me a bit shocked..or shud i say....actly excited n happy at d same time,,dayah dah mule menulis kembali..haha... dah lame dia x mengarang ni..pelik jgk..aphal ni? jiwa kachau ke??
pastu terbace balik post dia yg dulu2 tu... 'get rid the sneaker...go for loafer!' (btoi ke x..ntah) xpela asal point sampai.. :p
hahaha...loafer cam dah bper fofuler je..pekate kita cari camni plk???
eheh...materialistik kan?? well..this is what we call ... LIFE.
yoshhh!!!
penin hari2 tgk perbahasan kat parliament tu... kdg2 rs mcm bukan yang berhormat je duduk bertelingkah..rs mcm budak darjah satu pon ade..menjerit melolong mcm _ _ _ _ (sila isi tempat kosong).
karpal singh.. glamer la sgt dgn court cases dia tu (eh..chop! aci ke aku sebut nama dia terang2an kat cni??)
warga malaysiakah dia tu?? ms kecik2 agak2 dia skolah kat mn ah? ckp melayu terabur cam bangang..baik ckp english je trus dr mengarut2 sampai point tu kn fikir byk kali.. haiiiih...kdg2 aku kesian jgk tgk politician2 malaysia(yg bkn melayu) tergagap2 je nak berbahasa melayu..tp sepatutnya diorg kna sedar dari awal..b4 melangkah masuk dunia politik yang agak karut tu, bahasa melayu tu penting.. kalo xpandai sgt.. practise la skit..
pemberitahuan di sini:
aku x pernah marahkan org yg berbahasa rojak. sbb bagi aku, its kinna way of learning.. mula2 sikit..lama2 jd bukit.. vocab bertambah.. x kire la bahasa apa pun..
mcm aku la...dr xtau langsung b.cina.. sbb aku bergaul ngn chinese students, at least aku tau la leng lui , leng chai tu ape...ahakzz... pastu ade la skit bhs2 mencarut dorg tu..sekurang2nya kalo terdengar tu boleh la siap penyepit ketam bagi..haha..
tp bahasa rojak ni, bergantung pd niat si pengguna jgk..kalo takat nak show off, get lost lah..
** perasaan bangga aku ms cekgu junaidah(cg bm form 3) bace esei aku kat kelas dailami maseh kekal rapi dalam ingtan..hehehe... esei contoh tuuuuu!!!
mak aiiiii
wohoooohooo..smlm tgh bes lyn chatting ngn x-student aku sorg ni tetibe....black out...tersentap !! guruh kuat gile pastu kilat lak tu...ms tu laptop aku x psg letrik..seb bek modem aku x short..kalo x nangis x berlagu la aku..hahaha...pdn muke ! sape suh men komputer ms ujan??? hahaha...
hujan~~
yoshhh...
mlm ni ujan. ujan lebat..start kol 12 td kot. semua dah tdo. abah xde.g perlis, kursus ape ntah..asas tani?? ape2 aje la.. 3hr kursus tu. pelik, bila abh xda kat umah xpyh disuruh2 plk adik2 aku tu pegi tdo..sniri pegi tdo. kalo x...jenuh! amin semiggu ni syok la dia xpyh pegi skolah sbb cikgu 'halau' semua student xpyh dtg skolah sbb skang tgh PMR.. ( ptt ke wat camni hah? mgkin ptt sbb kalo bdk2 menyemak g skolah pastu bising baik xpyh dtg..) aku x phm la...dulu iye2 gov ckp xnak bg bdk2 xde keje ujg2 tahun..tp cam xde perubahan pon. adik aku aiman tu, hr2 skolah cam xde purpose je..haha,..yg dia tau nak pegi rombongan je..p lost world
KABOOOMMMM!!!!!!
tamaki yg super duper cute
13 oktober... erm..sudah hampir ke penghujung bulan.. nex month i'll be in somewhere that is still unknown.. too many stuff to be think of.. but for now, y dun i juz forget bout it.. free ur mind...~~~
mei, jun, julai, ogos, september, oktober...erm...6 bulan kat rumah...woohooo..dasat dasat.. (ekceli bln mei aku stay penang,kat island. keje hasani yg cam siot tu.haha).. 6 bulan..6 bulan..waahh..lame gak aku jd pemastautin sungai petani ni..ye la. kalo nk ikotkan..since form 1, jrg la lekat kat rumah lama2..almaklum la..stdy kat boarding skool.. pas skolah, msk matrix, dah hbs matrix, masuk U..dah hbs U barulah lama skit dok kat umh..bila dah lama sgt kat umh ni..prngai pun cam hape je..hahaha..x sangka nov ni akan bermulalah episod br dlm hidup aku ni..hrp2 episod akan dtg ni lagi menarik la..haha..
laptop ni aku br je beli, bln mac ke april. ntah x ingat! tu pon sbb excited kat skolah ms pektikal ade wireless..tup2 bila aku dah beli laptop wireless xle guma lak..bingai btol! sia2 aku perabeh duit,,huhu..dah la desktop ksygn tu aku tolak kat anak pakteh....syg woo....walopun rupa x secantek mn.. kenangan susah pyh kat U masih tersemat indah( cewahhh...cam scene ayat2 cinta )..mmg komputer tu aku bli 2nd hand abg aku pny..aku dah modify cam cam dah..tambah RAM, MOTHERBOD baru, LCD screen..erm.. walopun 2nd hnd, jgn pandang rendah kemampuannya utk tidak hang.. pantas bergaye..skrin sleek gile..storage pun besar.. nak simpan cerita byk mn pon, suka ati mak pak aku je... x pyh susah2 nak burn burn cd pon.. oohhh..rindunya aku kat komputer aku tu...
dan selama 6 bulan ni jgk, dr 50gig free space, skang kat c tggl 3g, kat d tggl 13g je.. betapa byk aku donlod criter, toksah tny..tu pon ade yg dah burn..just imagine la btape byk ms aku terbuang tgk citer2 ni sume..hahahaha... yg pentign aku enjoyyy!!
criter jepon yg mmg interesting n a bit sad..'tada kimi wo aishiteru'
mak ai...tamaki mmg encem..huhuhu
tgk la tgk la!!!!
hate list
last nite....as always, (i'll keep stating ur name babe.) dayah n me hvg ths kind of 'pillow talk' except we dun hv pillows between or next to us or under our butt or else. and we're not facing each other.. dayah wit her 'old' lappie(no webcam, but will get one. she said that. i'll keep dat in my mnd, so u btter get one,ok?) i hv one, but it feels weird when i kept showing my not-so-cute face(but pretty :p) n the fact that i'll see it too..makes me...erm...xtau lah... it just WEIRD.
so, to make it simple, we had a chat...a very long chat. haha... and its all personal..hehehe.. since it was personal, i'll not write it here... lets keep it SECRET. daisho!
and what makes it worth, i feel damn good after that session..the 'all out session"..nuff said. TITIK.
time is running...faster than i thought. n of course there is pro n cons..
i hate the fact that i grow older day by day... n no great things happen , yet!
i hate when i still act like a kid eventho i realise how important for me to be mature..
i hate whenever i see people is so happy with their life, n that time i wish i can be just like them.. but the thing is, it cant be done , yet!
i hate it when i tried to act cool, but inside? i cried like crazy! demmit.
n i really hate it when someone noticed that.... demmit demmit demmit!! haha
p/s: yellow tshirt + green pant = SUX SUX SUX.
that was what i wore in my dummy year, 9years ago.hahahaha. no one say a word..triple sux! :p
iskkk...
biological clock aku dah rosak...since dah quit keje..huhuu... 4pg br aku tdo...hahaha...
still thinking what shud i prepare b4 entering the real world of school.. this time, i really hv to b extra careful and definitely well-prepared. nervous sbb dpt slngor..werghhhh!!!
i think i need to do some revision.. starting today, now!
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i'm still here..do nothing.hahaha.. sleepyhead!! come on!!!
i'm a killer!!!!
hate it when i did it.. tp..sape tahan beb. semut2 ni sj je menguji tahap kesabarn dan keimanan aku ni.aku penyek2kan aje kamu ye..HAHAHAHA... sang semut baik kau cr tempat berlindung seblom aku cencang kau lumat2!!!
pelik gak, aku bkn mkn atas sang acer itam pon..minum pon jarang2 je kalo depan sang acer itam ni. tp semut2 ni ..asal aku on je sang acer itam ni, pasti ade yg menjengok kluar dr celah2 keypad sang acer itam ni. dulu ms pakai desktop , boleh la hempuk2 je keyboard tu.. no probs! kalo patah rongak pon leh cr pengganti... ni wahai sang acer itam..manje sangat.. aku nak lap skrin pon kna lemah gemalai...adussss..( task yg ssh bg seorg yg x bper gemalai ni) .
so aku search la.." how to clean a laptop?" erm...byk cdgn/jwpn. but the prob is, cam susah je...mmg honestly, aku xberani nk wat keje2 'teknikal' camni. mmg xreti. pastu lak, kna ade solution yg ntah ape2..mn nak cari dudes?
ish..ade x kedai yg boleh tlg servis and cuci skali?? (soklan serius ni. kalo ade tlg btau, aku nak cari)
n b4 i get the solution, the only 'solution' i can do is, to kill all the SEMUTs. it my bare n strong lil cutie fingers... aummmm!!! thats all i got rite now.
p/s: for those who want to know...jeng jeng..guess what? i got posted to SELANGOR.. sooo damn shit kan??? warghhhh.... knape? knape? knape??????
biadapkah aku?
cegu maznah dropped by b4 she get home.. i'm about to sleep..well..its 3 sumthing...plus it WAS hot n i need to get some refreshment after long hours in front my not-so-cool-acer! ihikss
amin told me bout her coming over..n i juz like...dudezzz! why it hv to be now??? i'm sooo damn sleepy. and i'm sure it'll not juz 5-10min..its gonna be a very2 Long talk between us. NO! correction..there is no me n her..no 2 way communication. it always only her, talking...bla bla bla...non stop! erghhh... thats why i dun really like OTT like her!!!! actly i'm kinda despise this kind of creature..keep telling stories (bad story)bout others, like they dun hv anythin else to do.
she was like;
" tau tak...bla bla..."
" ish...kak mls nak cerita..tp kan....bla bla bla...."
" kak xsuka la nak ckp mcm2, tp tu kan... bla bla bla..."
still dun get me? huh? go drown urself in sink full of water. NOW!!!
n as expected, she still do not understand the signs i've showed...to show how boring i am listening to her rubbish.. and for bout an hour.. i dun even serve her drinks.. hahahaha.. am i rude?? am i doing my very best to 'shoo' her away?? no lah... i told her
" cegu, sori la xde ape nak jamu..semua dah hbs. licin lincau!!"
and i'm not bluffing... dis year is the worst raye cz we dun make any kueh or biskut raye at all!!! semua tunjuk2 aje.. n 'kueh tunjuk' slalunya cepat habis. for 2 reasons, SEDAP n NOT SO MUCH in quantity.
" ehh....xpa la. bukan mai nak mkn pon..td dah mkn"
itulah katanya..
after she left.
abah: ish ish... xpatut btoi la..org mai umah..air pon x bagi??
and i juz..... TERKEDU! huuuuuuuuuuu
actly, i was hoping that she gonna leave after couple of minutes.. tp xsangka la kan, nak sembang lama lak.. n no one was home to make drinks.. n i dun 'dare' to leave her and talking all by herself..hehe.. lagipon, the alredi-there is only air nyok... but,i still remember her words..
" ish..kak x suka la minum air nyok. wat sakit badan ja nnt"
so, buat ape nak bg kalo dah trang tang tang org tu x suka kan..
hehehehe... coretan dr seorg yg pemalas..
p/s: mak ckp. kalo tetamu minum air kat rumah tuan rumah..terbasuh lah dosa2 si tuan rumah itu...iskhh..sesal x berkesudahan..:P
too bad~~ sigh!
viva kakak saye eksiden dihentam 2 bijik kereta..syang skali. namun, mujur prents saye nggak ada apa2 kecederaan. alhamdulillah~~~~
moral of the story of raye for dis year and years ahead.:
1) jgn bwk kereta laju2(bwk 100 cukupla..bkn nak lwn schumacher pon!)
2) sentiasa alert ngn distance ngn kete kat depan
3) baik jalan kat lororng kiri je..biar lambat cam kekure asal selamat.slalu eksiden kat lrg kanan la..sbb msg2 nk blagak terer bwk laju cam siottt je..kalo ada 3 lrg..better kat lrg tgh..sbb lrg kiri skali slalu lorinya besar2 amat! ngeri donk sih!
4) sang penumpang di belakang silalah pakai seat belt juge walopun agak tdk selesa. kalo kna hentam xdelah sakit2 tengkok dan bdn 2-3 mggu.
5)xpayah psg lagu / radio kuat2 sgt.. sbb nnt xperasan kite dah overlaju..hehe(aku rase la)
6) pekena kopi radix dulu ka...mai sechewen!(buat yg thn kafein la...i xbley~~)
7) kat bonet blkg tu biarla sentiasa ada tayar spare yg keras sbb boleh jd penyelamat (cam kes kete kak aku la ni...seb bek ade tayar tu.kalo x, mst remuk lagi teruk..then maybe someone can get hurt...huhuhu...
erm..stakat tu ja yg terlintas kat pale otak ini time..okeh..
cissss... tipah tertipu bang! td wani sms ckp kpm ckp dah bley cek posting on9...tup2 nggak ada lagik! hampesssss!
mlm ni gue nak tgk tv..dok dpn laptop lama2 buat kepala gue jadi pusing!!
rayerrr
3rd raya:
ikot plan aku n bye nak g beraye pendang..tp sbb bye kna lapor diri n start keje dat day..kat hospital BM, so aku mls nk g memane la. i alredi invite aimi n dayah to come over..but aimi was too sick to raya. so i dun wan to force her lah.. and i tot since aimi is nt going to come, so dayah will not come anyway.. and at 2pm++ dayah called and said dat they're on their way to my haus.. what??? i'm dead! i just about to nap..hahaha..then..i went to Giant and get things to make pasta. that was the easiest thing and fastest thing that i think i can prepare for them. daging cincang in the fridge alredi..so, just get some cake and soft drink and rush back home.
i'm afraid that they cant take it..i mean the pasta coz it was too simple..but i'm glad kuzai said it was good..hahaha..
aimi also came..happy to see she get better and can come raya to my haus.
then we head over to raqib's, ustad's, zuhri's and lastly bye's. perut memboyot kekenyangan!!! blurrpppppPpp..euwww..nasty! hahahaha
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4th raya:
nani bye n me went to pendang. aimi msk nasi..kami mkn je..huhu..perut lapar gile.. we met mat zaini, diyana n her hubby. wani n also alin.. dayah xsempat nak jmp cz she left to kl that morning..
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raya pertama... erm...pagi yg agak sibuk..mak x sempat nak p semayang raya sebab ada org yg anaknya mengamuk xde baju raya. so mak kna jahit jgk camane pon..hukhik.. sadis. sedis!! kakak sibuk isi balang kueh raye.. dikcik br nak iron baju..aku? erm.. sapu sampah then tlg letak tikar/carpet buluh yg kami beli gn duit share2...90rgt.agak mahal tp berbaloi sbb cantik. matching la dgn tema umah aku tahun ni. kuning! haha...nsib x buh ijau skali..kalo x, mmg sah kedah jati! huahuaaa
pagi cam biasa la..budak2 dtg raye.. tghri kami gerak blk kampong..raye kampong lak.. family aku xde gadoh2 nak raya mn sbb mak n abah dua2 org utara..kampong pon xjauh sgt..p balik hari je.
seperti yg dijangka, raya akan menjadi hari yg sgt memenatkan... dan sikit membosankan...huuuuuuuuuuuuu
muke bosan d hari raya
kampong view~~~
muke bosan lagi.
me and my abah...
pemberitahuan:
gambar gambar di atas dirakam secara langsung di bandar baharu, tempat byk durian aka kampong tok wan belah mak aku!
sekian terima kasih!
jumpa lagi.