::the playground::

+++ it's all about proximate & ultimate +++

bunga aku bistari


huhu..aku dah mula rs lain mcm.
apsal aku p s/alam every wiken ah?
sgt xde keje???!!
xpela..asalkan aku x asek memerap kat umh je.

erm...talk about bf.
actually, he was my bf.
WAS ok?
i think i told some of u bout him a lil bit.
we met in a club activity in UPSI couple years ago. we went to taman negara and our first conversation started there la..
he is ok...nice guy, tough guy...cute guy...and somemore good things which i cant recall. the friendship continued till we went back to upsi..
we did sms each other, call each other sometimes...and he even bring me a 'rendang kerbau' from his kampung. such a nice guy kan?
u guys know what? i dun really like it, and all my frens stop eating that after i told them it was kerbau punya daging...they say, euwwwwwww!!!
and he asked me whether i like it and did i finish all of it, and i said yes. hihihi..jahat kan? pdhal, rendang tu x terusik sampai la berkulat.
sampai ke hari ni aku rs guilty.huhu

but the thing is, the sparks is not there!!
i dunno why..
he nvr talk about love..about our r/ship and what is exactly our r/ship..and i am not very sure about it until now. can u believe that? and i just ignore and do nothing. we stopped contact each other after we're both got posted. sampai la kelmarin tu..insiden di cimb.
huhuhuhu...

dan aku malas nak amik tau la...let gone be bygone...huhuhu


pssss: ms voice sms tgh glamer, he did send one to me and it sounds like this.

" wey kema, aku rindu la kat ko!"

hhuhuhuhu...berbunga x jiwa kamu kamu semua? hahaha

tag lagi~~

Name Initial Matters!

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag some people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: akma
2. A four Letter Word: amah
3. A boy's Name: adam
4. A girl's Name: aqilah
5. An occupation: askar (can ah?)
6. A color: amber
7. Something you wear: andewer? hakhak
8. A food: asam boi
9. Something found in the bathroom: almari
10. A place: afghanistan
11. A reason for being late: aaa….i’m sorry sir, aaa…I accidentally missed a bus.
12. Something you shout: aiiiii….shut up u!
13. A movie title: asoka
14. Something you drink: air la!
15. A musical group: ai hev no ai-die :p
16. An animal: angsa
17. A street name: angsana st. (ade kot)
18. A type of car: A bmw. hehe
19. The title of a song: aku cinta padamu


Button.

Don't get your heads up high. Hahaha. Cheers~
Let the tag cycle BEGINS!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. ON SHUFFLE.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag ur friends AS MANY AS YOU WANT. :P
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- it doesn’t get better than this.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- ice ice baby – Justin timberlake

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- dead and gone – Justin n T.I

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- tak ada logika – agnes monica

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- rock your body - justin

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- see u soon - coldplay
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- the hardest part - coldplay

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- viva la vida - coldplay

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- lost - coldplay

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
-

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
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WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
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WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
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WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
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WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
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WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
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THE END. :D

(lagu aku suma dah delete. Tinggal yg ni je dlm laptop..huhu)


25 Stoofs.


Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.


1. aku sukar tidur
2. aku suka makan.. nani, jom makan ! Hehe
3. baru aku tau butterscotch gardenia sedap nak mampos. 4rgt is ok lah.
4. I’ve been soo bitchy lately..complaining bout everything and anything!
5. I am a lazy fella. Just trust me lah
6. I’m good at cooking. Trust me one more time,k?
7. I cant stand people who cant chop onion correctly. Aishhh!
8. aku rindu nak ke masjid. Kwn2 maktab..jom kita p qiamulail!
9. my school just having a new principal..and she;s very strict. And I feel nothing. I am not scared lah…haha
10. aku baru beli tilam spring 6inch. Best wooo..mcm xnak bgun tdo sampai bila2.
11. I hate driving my car now… rs lain sgt slps accident tu.
12. aku tringin nak naik lrt la.. dayah, naniey, carty…jom!
13. aku nak dayah belanja aku burger king. Setiap kali aku lalu burger king…I drools… heh
14. I hate insects even butterflies!
15. i dun really like furry-furry things ke…animals ke…wateva
16. I want a Honda city.
17. I wanna meet someone smart. The sooner the better. Jom kawen! Hahaha
18. I think I can survive 50++yrs of being a teacher. NO SWEAT!
19. I love to talk. N yell!
20. I broke too, naniey. Dude, help me out!
21. I like to sing viva la vida loudly!!!!!! Coldplay ruksss!!
22. I like to stare at people. And when they stare me back…I stare them even more.hahaha
23. I like to buy things…cool shirts, cool shoes…but..I rarely put them on.. what a waste!
24. I hv a cool thing hanged in my car “ GROOVY CHICK ON BOARD” for a day,feels good and groovy…. n the next day I got hit by a treler. Huhu…
25. I wish I can rule the school for a day.wakakka
26. I wish someone gimme a Harrier..:p




***************xxxxxx****************

aku tatau nak tag sapa...sapa2 sj..buat sj...

TAG?? apekah??

owh?! saya ditag kah?
sorry ya ATIE?!
it was my first visit to ur blog..and i think its cool lah.


ape2 aje..i'll do this.

Your instructions:
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.
At the end, select a few people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.
You can't tag the person who tagged you.
Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.


apakah??

1. i am hygene freak. tp xde sape notice sbb aku pemalas nk mengemas. i'll wash my hand with soaps and scrub hardly. i never use my hand to open toilets knob. i restrain myself from going to public toilet everytime i'm out. avoid cafeins as it stimulate my bladder. (especially teh ais. its a big NO)

2. i really hate bowl toilet. prefer the cangkung one. bowl??? euwwww~~

3. i've been scolded by a cleaner at cineleisure damansara's cinema last week coz i wet the toilet's floor..coz i 'm washing my feet after finishing the 'small' business. and i did say nothing. dlm hati mcm2 aku kutuk! goshhh! whats the use of water if we are not suppose to use it anyway? and who is SHE to scold me? and one more thing...if the floor is not suppose to be wet, and always hv to be dry... and who suppose to take care of it if it gets wet.... and it never get wet...so what the use of a CLEANER???? got what i mean? no?? erm...forget it.

4. my favourite word is " okay??" and i know that all my students notice that already..and they started to make fun of it. 'wokey teacher!!" silly boys!

5. i'm still traumatized by the bigger-sized vehicles.. always imagine the worst thing that could happen to me. nauzubillah~~

6. i like to sleep at the very edge of a bed. i told u guys before. just try it on ur own, u'll feel like u're flying..hahaha

7. i MISS so many people..but i dunno what should i do. eergh~~

8. i just met my " boy friend" just now at cimb. and we both like... " eh! eh! watpe kat sini?" wakakaka
and to those wanna know who is actually my boy friend di dlm kurungan, i 'll tell u later lah,k?( dayah, i know u cant wait rite?)

9. i wear the same shoe for the past 2 months to wherever...school...shops...field...cinema...eateries...shopping complex..pasar tani.. giant hypermarket..yeah... everywhere.. and everyday with that pair of crocodile sandal like macik2 selalu pakai tu. sooo not trendy. even i got boxes of brand new shoes..i am still wearing that makcik's sandal. hahaha

10. its 1 am already, and i got to get up early tomorrow cz we'll be hvg kursus for new teachers at 8am..and i still on9, do this not-so-important thing instead of get a nice sleep. hemm...am i doing the right thing now??

11. i think i really affected by the benjamin button's syndrome lah. i've been so pelupa lately. i left my handbag in the class 3 times already.
i went to wrong class 3 times already.. and the students laugh at me. shit u!
i bring the wrong book to class. i bring seni book to science class and science book to seni class. is there anything wrong with me after that accident??? hishhh. takkan kot?

12. i am blurr rite now.

13. i like the fact that i am good at hiding my actual feeling. i did ter'stare' at a boys' butt and some of another boys noticed dat...and i acted like i did not. hahaha..no expression at all. (dlm hati nak gelak gile cz bontot budak tu besar sgt..hakhak)

14. aku sgt jahat sbnrnya.

15. sometimes i think i want to kill someone... n it might be u?! kahkahkah


16. aku baik hati lah..... jiwa kaca!

aku mau tag:

1. dayah doll sbb dayah slalu out of idea nak tlis ape kat blog.
2. sweet thinker sbb nak tahu betapa tinggi level sweetnya tu.
3. encik mat zaini sang dracula.bakal suami nani..mau tau betapa weird nya encik mat ini.
4. anonymous yg kebetulan membaca entry aku kali ni.
5. mr nice, kalo dia pun ada terbaca.. cz i think he's the king of the weirdness. muahaha
6. cik kchah yg kerjanya di intel itu. sudah2lah criter pasal keje hg tu..aku xphm. baik hg jwb soklan tag yg agak tidak menguntungkan minda ni. haha

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
4.

kisah aku semalam..

ceit!
i've been reading lasallian's bloggerz.. muahahhaa..
they're really good. cant deny dat one.
yeah like pn sasee said,
"la sallians are very good, even the bodoh pon can speak english. talking back to teacher like air, u know?"
wahaha

"cegu penggoda budak form 2"
ceit again!
cart put that label on me..haha
i am not the one seducing them, they seduced by me..hehe..got soo perasan lately.haha

this morning i went to school to pantau the mssd practice, i came earlier than before. got to jaga my reputation la. last week i'm late. cant do the same mistake la. but cegu subra was not there. he's in penang, bring some kids to some event,i'm not so sure. so, i was like...ehh? what shud i do? they're doing the routine when i saw them. but goshhh..i really hd no idea at that time of what shud i do..

i only recognize 3-4 ofthem..and all of them are the f1 and f2 students la. haidhar came this time. like always;talking rubbish--which i like this time! :p

" cekgu, apsal cg hidayat tu kerek sgt?"
" la...kamu ni, semua cg kamu ckp kerek. saya pon kamu kata kerek!"
"ala....cekgu kerek gak, tp cg hidayat tu lagi kerek! cg okey skit"

psss...itu adalah satu bntuk pujian oke? wakaka

3 parts

" so, bagi sape yg x berpelajaran tinggi..nak cr duit, senang je. kawen cerai kawen cerai.."

wah wah wah...senang je mulut dia ckp camtu. selebriti yg xde kesedaran lgsg! even dia btol skalipon, xpyh bg statement camtu. seolah2 dia mengumpamakan semua org yg xberpelajran tinggi ni bodoh n dungu n hny boleh cr duit dgn cr yg bodoh je. ish ish..aku amat bengkek!
wahai melodi..sudah2 la tu menyingkap kekalutan. x mati la rsnya kalo program melodi ni dibanned.haha

***************end of part 1*************

niat nak pusing kl kali ni berjaya, walopun xbper sukses, at least kami berjaya sampai ke pusat bandaraya kl dan berselisih dgn bbrpa tempat yg agak glamer dgn memandu sendiri dan tanpa map dan tnpa tour guide..huhu

terer..terer...
nak cr gombak, xjmpa sampai ke sudah, patah balik pj je la...haaha

*************end of part 2****************

i think it is confirmed already..and i hv to be the penyelaras for form 1 and form 2 athletes to MSSD. i'll be at the most 'hawt' place with 'hawt' things la...stadium..here i come! hahaha..

the work is easy as kacang. all i hv to do is just pantau their practice once or twice a week, manage them, the numbers, the drinks...etc. i think i can do that. yeah.malaysia boleh! so do i!

tomorrow.. the timetable is quite okay, n the lesson plan done already..no worries. just go to school..and teach as usual.
wait! sheesshh.. there! i forgot to remind 2K kids to bring the stuff to make 'kolaj'
erm..benjamin button's syndrome got into me again.~~

totally nothing in it.

see??? i told u rite?

boys are easier to handle sumtimes...

yesterday, my absence got soo many attention from the teachers. poor umi, she got to answer all the questions due to our unfortunate event last wednesday...what to do? its all happen alredi!

and today when i came back to school..all the teachers showed their sorries..thanx guys! i really appreaciate all ur concerns. i really loves this school sumtimes.
and
also, today is friday. i really hv no idea why the heck i really like fridays... not only bcz the working hour...:p
but there is sumthing that always made me calm on friday. i hv seni class for 2 indigo, the class which haidar n amirul are in. they acted like usual...yelling and talking rubbish all the time.. malas wat keje at 1st...but i hv to admit..sumtimes.. getting angry is not everything. i am sick of it. totally sick of it! so, i just ignore and talk slowly and calmly this time. i dun wanna yell anymore... and u guys know what? amirul and haidar start to talk nicely to me. if u read my prev n3. u know what happen between me and these 2 boys. they dont hold grudges.. dats why i like boys..

haidar did call me kerek one more time today, but in a nice way lah.. haha..thats what i get for being kerek la..haha

aliffudin..the boy that asked me to wear kebaya is in that 2 indigo..he did ask me to wear kebaya once again..goshh! whats got into him ah??? thank god u're cute! hahaha
and tomorrow i hv to go to school. we'll hvg mjlis tunas harapan and pibg meeting afterwards..so, i need to wear batik la.. and the only nice batik i got is kebaya... well..... lucky u boy. u can see me in kebaya tomorrow.haha

this time entry is totally rubbish..juz ignore me.. sumtimes i can be so damn rubbish..hahahah..


written by:

kema the kerek @ kema kemut

the mood?? not yet.

i'm not in the mood to blog yet.

the case is not settled yet... till then, my car wud be still in that crappy condition la.

got soo many things to write here. and i got so many unsettle business at the same time too... huh!

kema sedih kete kema sakit kena libas ngn treler

aku br balik dr balai...penat sgt! kete aku kena langgar ngn treler! alhamdulillah xde sape injured..kete aku jela..sedih btol la...nak nangis pon rs x guna je lagi...malang mmg x bau. kalo bau cam deodorant pon xpe la...aku leh elak. tu la..kdg2 hati2 la camna pon, kalo org lain x hati2...kita pon kena gak.. aku sedih btol ni...isk isk isk....

aku sedih la dgn sikap polis negara kita ni..xde adap sopan lgsg.. soal siasat aku mcm nak soal siasat pembunuh bersiri je..naseb aku x nangis depan polis tu..aku tahan je....dalam hati tuhan je la yg tahu perasaan aku ms tu. waaaa... bengang tol aku...aku rs mmg dia kena suap la. dah la yg driver treler tu boleh blah camtu je.. adil ke? pastu polis boroi tu siap tuduh aku pulak yg salah! padahal treler mangkuk tu yg biol. ishhh..aku marah byk2 pon x guna, kete aku still sakit. hati aku pon sakit. biar la perut polis boroi tu berulat kalo btol la dia mkn rasuah. geram btol aku.

xpe la, esok pagi aku kena pantau latihan budak mssd.. benda yg sepatutnya best pon dah jd x best. sedihnya....waaaaa.... aku nak tdo.kang esok x terjaga lak..

waaa....aku sedih!

tuhan maha adil

aku jeles btol budak2 zaman skang..bukan main lagi dorg! advanced lebih.. skang x main la diari2 dah..suma stok blogger punyalah..
zaman aku kanak2 ribena dulu...mn la reti nk blog2 segala ni.. nk tekan keypad ni pon ketaq lutut..takut kompiter rosak..masok bakteria ke...virus ke...wakaka..

aku bukan minah diari la yg pasti. plg kuat pon, aku bengkek, aku tulis atas kertas maki hamun then aku koyak kertas tu... cara meluah perasaan yg plg berkesan aku rs pd ms tersebut. cube la..pasti berkesan! haha

aku ingat lagi kelas ict ngn cekgu azura dulu2.. garang sgguh dia ms tu.. mmg aku x tipu ms aku ckp nak tekan keypad pun ketaq lutut tu.. siyes aku takut..
cekgu ckp,
'ok, sekarang kamu dah siap, nak simpan file, tekan save as kalo nk buh nama, tekan save kalo nk save je"

tp, sampai aku matriks aku xtau apa beza save ngn save as tu! gila kuno btoi!
tu la akibat toleh kiri kanan atas bawah depan blakang takut sgt nk tekan save ke save as... budush sggh rsnya!

" woi. tekan mn ni wei? yg ni ke? wei...toi ke ni? kang ilang mampos aku nak kena wat balik"

file hilang la perkara yg plg aku gerun skali kalo kelas ict tu.. kalo ilang mampos merana aku..dah habis ketaq lutut aku xtau nak ketaq apa lai dah...ketaq gigi pulak kot! kdg2 tu bkn ilang pon..tp aku xtau aku simpan kat mn file tu...sbnrnya dok ada ja kat mydoc! haha... pastu time gelabah gila tu, cekgu azura pun dtg...
"la...ni ada!" sambil muke tensen dia tu tergambar2 kat layar otak ni. malu toksah ckp la wei.

masa tu yg hebat komputer ni, stok2 budak loaded la...yg mmg ada komputer kat umah tu..siap eksen psg2 lagu lagi lps dah siap keje..yg x siap lgi cam aku ni..tercangak2 la sambil hairan..
" weih, camne ah azri psg lagu kat komputer dia? terer ah dia...fuiyoooo!"
padahal dia msuk winamp je pon...dahtu bukan lagu best pon..

tp, bila dah msk U, barula aku dah x ketaq lutut..mn tak nye... asemen sume kena type. kalo x berani...sampai bila nak maju? majulah sukan utk negara!(tetibe je~~)
tp aku kire hebat dah la masa tu.. at least aku tau words utk type..excel utk apa...powerpoint utk apa... ada je member aku yg mmg totally clueless

" wei, nak type tekan yg ni eh? "(sambil merujuk ke arah keyboard)

duhhh~~~

keliwon

situasi 1

'wahhh, cekgu cantek la harini....esok cekgu pakai kebaya pulak eh?"

option A : pttkah aku merasa bangga meluap2 sampai kembang jiwa raga?
option B : pttkah aku rs sedikit risau dgn ayat...esok cekgu pakai kebaya eh?
option C : aku rilex je..wat cool sambil tersenyum senget..." yeh? cantik ke?thanx"
option D : berlalu pergi tanpa reaksi

korg rs mn best? dan mn yg aku wat?
sape pandai jwb, angkat tangan.

kalo xtau, kita KIV dulu eh..sy pon nk kena bukak buku nih..hehehe


actually, at first aku kembang kuncup skit..tp pikir2 blk...ishh takutnya aku..budak2 ni bukan leh harap ..habis dr atas sampai bwh dia tgk...seram seram seram...kalah keliwon!

cis! x guna!
ada brodben saje je~~ ym xleh pon! apsal ah? ---> soklan dr yg kuno IT

aku ngantok dowh..babai.esok sekolah.nak ajar apa sok ni? lesson plan pun cam bangang je.

okeh.babai lagi skali.

there are always good things happen la...

for your info, x semua x best kat la salle ni. best jgk!

aku bagi contoh la...
jumaat baru2 ni ada merentas desa for this year. kan aku dah btau dulu, good thing which i'll get in all boys school... refer to my prev entry.(ehek)

pemandangan pd hari itu sgt lah bagus. cuaca bagus, angin sepoi2 bahasa....so, acara berjalan dgn sgt lancar.. aku dpt tugas hakim penamat untuk form 2. ish ! kenapa bukan form 5 ah? hahaha
tugas aku senang je...bila nmpak je bdk form 2 sampai grsan penamat, bagi je kad nombor 1 sampai 20.(for winners la) then for the next 5 min, bagi kad yg ada 2 point.. and the next 5 min lagi bg kad 1 point. senang macam kacang. dgr je senang...tp bukan senang sebenarnya. korang paham2 je la kalo dah berlari..mesti ssh nak brek kan. ada yg sampai nak terpeluk2 masa nk brek tu... ada yg naik sheikh sampai xmau brek2...gile hape?
tangan aku sampai basah kena peluh dorg tu.. (erm...byk kali sungguh upacara batal air semayang aku haritu! )

tp ada yg bestnya...

'teacher, can i take off my shirt?" huh huh huh huh....hah hah...heh heh heh... penat je dgr kan??

'ah? sukati kamu la" ---> ini kwn aku yg ckp.

aku???
"okie, why not???" muahahhahaha ----> suara iblis sj ni...kehkeh

dan seperti yg anda maklum ...budak laki2 sgtlah x malu..selamber je bukak baju, dgn short pant yg londeh sampai bwh pusat...ish ish..sebbek abs cantek! kahkah.. tp serius lah...most of them punya badan yg sgt perfek..bagus2! jgn obese ya?

majulah sukan untuk negara!


p/s: oh x sabarnya aku menanti hari sukan pulak! hahaha..kidding!



untuk tatapan kamu semua.... (^O^)

how i spend my weekend?

i watch the prince and me for the third or fourth time...i cant remember!
whoa..it is just great! i really really like the chemistry between julia stiles with any partner she's been with..

last nite, i went out for a movie. at first we want to watch upin n ipin, but the tickets were sold out then our second choice would be the curious case of benjamin button. yaser kept telling that he'll smack my head if the movie gonna bore us all.. tell u what, we get out from the cinema and felt really good and satisfied! its awesome! btw, not all oscar nominated films makes u sleep. yeah, rite?

p/s: brad pitt?? manteppp!! (baca dgn penuh perasaan ya?!)

10 feb 09/ 12.30am

I am growing up…getting mature from day to day…huhu..
do I like that?
I am not sure bout that yet.
It’s like I am getting older.huh!

I care less about how annoying the students are…
I just ignore how I am supposed to be angry when they badmouthing me…

“alah..cikgu akma tu baru je kat sini dah kerek!”

Hey boy, I dun give a damn la…
actually I am proud cz u know my existance
And I dun care bcoz the reason u hate me, is nothing serious..
u juz being childish..
u’ll know that later once u grow up.
Trust me, u will ..boy.

haha… there u go..that is what u have to pay for being such an idiot!
Punishment like that is not enough..the pain u caused is much painful than the bruise on your hand.
Its nothing.. yeah.
Absolutely!

Seriously I feel nothing about that. U deserves it.

Amirul, haidar….plz. grow up la.




12 feb 09/1230aam

“ teacher…u can speak English!” with that fucking surprised frown on his face.

Wth??!! Hahaha.. aku nak gelak gile babas. Chop! I keep thinking why on earth he said that to me? Do I look so stupid for not using English 100%?
Francis baby….yes. I do speak English. But not as good as u la…cz its not my mother tongue.

Ladies and gentlemen…
Then… I know what the reason behind that stupid statement I just heard. . he just surprised that I can yell angrily in English. Before this, I just use English in P&P, but never informally.. but today….

“ hey four of you..(pointing to saravanan, francis, siva and lavinash) .. if u guys wanna play, go outside. NOW!!!! I don’t need students like u. u disturbing my class. Go. Now!!!! Stand outside. Facing the class…stand side by side….NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” without hesitation..without pause….with no stumbling words.

Yeah, they hv to stand outside.….for 15min only.
(aku baik hati kan?)

And I m a bit surprised myself. Laju je aku membebel2 kat dorg tu. Slalu aku pakai bm je. Ye la. Mana reti nak membebel lam English. Entah macam mana aku leh dapat modal camtu. Erm..maybe becoz my table is so near to pn sasee…the discipline teacher..her voice is soo piercing..kuat nak mampos..with that Indian accent English…what shud we call dat? Indilish?? Or … tamillish???
Yeah..if malay speaks English they call it manglish…
Singaporean …singlish…..kan kan?
And believe me, I did use English in the whole 2 periods. What a success!!!! yeayyy

aah!

Wednesday. 4th feb. 2300

After a long time, today. The damn day, the worst day so far…erghhh!!

First thing first, we got this kind of buddy system for science n math teacher in the school. English teacher will teach sc. N math teacher and give some exercise every week. To make it short, I got an assignment~~ yeah sort of la. I hv to do an essay bout how we spend weekend. I tot the essay wud b about how I spent my weekend. But after I submit,and get it marked, I got it all wrong coz my buddy teacher said it should be past present tense, not in past tense. OMG! I asked her so many times the exact title, so I wll not confuse. But she said, whatever la, but write bout how u spend ur weekend la. Actually, what she want me to do is, “ How I usually spend my weekends” ya la… totally all wrong la when we misunderstood the title. Kan kan? Spoil mood awal2 lagi!

Second thing is, there is one proud, arrogant and perasan hensem punya Chinese boy in one of my class. Yeah, he’s a bit cocky, but at first I dun mind cz he’s cute after all.haha. but today, yeah! TODAY. He juz crossed the line. I’m on my limit already. He nvr pay attention in class..always talking…and act like he knows everything already.. like….hey, I know dat…hey I don’t need to listen ur lecture to get an A for science. Demit!
To make it short once again, I was explaining something bout iris and pupil to some of malay boys. I did speak in bahasa cz I know they wudn’t understand if I explain in English. Suddenly, this cocky Chinese boy raised his hand and

“ teacher, can I ask u a question?”

“yeah? What is it?”

“ in exams, what language will be used?”

“ English of course,” I replied

“ then why u use bahasa to explain the lesson?”
Sambil merujuk kepada rakan2nya. “ we…yeah WE, cant understand what are u talking about”

Shit kamu. Dalam hatiku saja.

“ok then, I’ll explain once again in English,”

Then…u guys know what???

He dun give a damn while I’m talking.

What the heckkkkkk?????
I really want to break his neck! God , oh plz help me.


Third thing that made me angry…

Its 6.35pm. the kids cant wait to get out from da prison da la salle. I said,
“ hey, awal lagi la….duduk dulu”

“ ala…cikgu ni.dah nak balik la…” sambil menunjukkan jam yg tepat 6.40.

“jam kamu salah, jam saya jam sekolah” sambil menunjukkan jam aku sendiri

Tiba2 aku dgr suara sumbang.

“ ala, jam beli kat pasar tani je pon….”

Zrapppppp…….hatiku bagai ditoreh toreh. Lantas terus merenung tajam kepada empunya suara sumbang itu.

“ apa kamu cakap? Peduli apa saya kalau jam saya beli kat pasar tani pun..apsal? salah? Salah ke kalo saya beli jam ni kat pasar tani??? Kamu jangan nak merendah2 kan org.kamu ingat kamu ada duit, suka2 hati mulut eh/?? Jgn kurang ajar tau! Kamu ingat sy ni sape? Member kamu ke,hah???”

Bertubi2 aku laser dia. Aku bukan ape. Hangat hati je perangai budak melayu x sedar diri. Dah la debab! Hah, hambek kao!

p/s: jam ni aku beli kat kedai jam tau. BUM lagi! Ape dia ingat aku pakai jam tali plastic,…dia ingat aku beli kat pasar tani??? Stupid moron!




p/s/s: aah..aku mmg draft dulu sbb xbley nak on9 kat umah.hahaha

p/s/s/s: dan aah lagi skali...entry yg dah lama dtulis tp br nk post..hahaha...jd isi kandungan semasa penulis dalam keadaan marah yg amat skali.EMO

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