satu hari sebelum raya

yoshhh!!

mgkin dalam 2-3 hr ni aku akan malas nak on pc and of course x kan post any news here.

raya mgkin jadi hari yg sgt memenatkan sbb kena berjalan ke umah sedare mare yg kdg2 kami x kenal pon.. bila kitrg adik-beradik merungut2 nak balik umah cepat2 msti kna marah ngn abah.

' tu la...bila blk kampung bukan nak bersembang ngan adik-beradik..nnt jumpa tepi jalan pon xkenal!'

huh...ayat2 biasa setiap kali raya. ala...sedara2 tu bukan yg close sgt pon..jauh la sgt2..bkn ape..xreti la nak ramah tamah lebey2... kalo sepupu sepapat xpe la gak..kamceng jugak!

2 hari seblom raye

yoshhh!!!

dah 28 ramadhan..lagi 2 hr je nak ry..i'Allah~~
tp excitement tu makin lama makin kurang bila umur meningkat.. bagi aku la.. xtau la org lain. tapi seriously, aku mmg cam dah x heran dah..raye ke x raye ke...sama je.. ishhh...cam x baik plk ckp camni..tp nak wat camne..mmg tu yg aku rasa..huhuhu..

org bila dah nak hbs puasa mkin tough je..rilek je posa..tp aku rs cam makin lembik lak.. xlarat doww.. tdoo jek..hahaha... hampes bak kata nani. :p

tahun ni mmg umah aku sebok gilosssss.. bkn sebok wat kue raya pon.. mak sebok jahit baju yg menimbun2 tu..aku tlg2 jahit tang yg kena jahit tangan. abah still dok wat gulai kawah batang pisang yg licin, sold out hari2 tu..adik2 aku pon same join venture.. dikcik br blk dr shah alam smalam.. (konon nak rasia pointer dia yg xsampai2 tu...tp satu uamh dah tau.huahua) ayang? erm...dah masuk 3 tahun x balk beraye..tu la! sape suh dok jauh2 sgt..huhuhu.. abang? dia br seminggu keje kat FASTRON kat penang tu. and mgkin malam raya br da balk kot..

kemaren, ramai bdk batch aku dah dpt surat posting. so mmg btol la kabar angin dr SMS yg aku dpt tu... SMS tu btau, yg kitrg leh tau pnmpatan tgh bln 10 ni.. and utk sape yg kna posting sabah srwak akan dpt srt awal ... pastu..esoknya tup2 menimbum sms dr kngkawan tanya aku dpt dah ke blom srt posting tu... huhuhu... nak ckp happy... xjugak 1 nak kata x happy...pon x! apa sbnrnya prsaan aku...ntah la..
so, maknanya kalo aku xpat srt tu dlm mggu ni, means aku xkena la posting sabah srwak tu... huuuuuuuu... debaran masih drasai..
ahhh...x kesah la..asalkan aku dpt posting. mna2 ceruk malaysia pon akan aku pegi. demi anak bangsa! cewahhhh


p/s: waaaa...baju raye x siap lagik!!!! ni la nasib anak si tukang jahit! huhuhuu

the reason

salam~~

lama xdgr kabar dr sy ini kan? hahaha..gediks lak!
brape lame ah?? lama gak la... tempoh yg lama jgk la sampaikan encik mat pon rindu entry aku..(haha...thehanani tlg jgn marah yer?)

perkara sebenar yg berlaku yang memnyebabkan ketiadaan aku sepanjang ini sgtlah simple.. there're 2 reason.. as u all know... i was SICK! damn sick. xpernah sakit seteruk itu...nak kata demam je...bkn...ntahla...virus ape ntah la yg xmau meninggalkan badan aku ni selama hampir 2weeks. badan x panas, kepala x sakit... tapi aku batuk yang sgt kronik sampai ade mslh penghadaman... apa aku makan sume kluar balik..sampai nafsu makan mati 100%... hidung berhingus hijau (euwww) hijau pekat..x cair cair...huhu.... hidung tersumabt mcm nak gile.... dada aku sakit... sbb lelah yang x lega2..nak tido tp xboleh tido...so aku hny mampu tdo scr duduk. can u guys imagine how i'm suffered??

jgn tny la aku puasa ke x... aku xcukup kuat utk puasa...terlalu lemah. tahun ni rasanya tahun yg plg byk aku tinggal puasa. eh, tak jgk la... ms aku form 1 aku puasa xsampai seminggu pom. sbb sakit teruk gak..kna operate..huhuhu..yes. i was weak n fragile..sigh~~

and i'm not completely well rite now..i'm still coughing..but the mild one lah.. no kahak, no pain.. and good thing is, my nose is not 'running' anymore..huhuhu..
i cannot get angry easily coz everytime i yell, my heart beat like crazy.. i cant breath...it sux! it really sux till i keep thinking dat i wll die of heart attack or some hi blood pressure someday.. cz tell u what..i just couldnt stand a slight shock! wuu~~`

ahh... to tell you how sick i was... i lost 5kg bcoz of that 'suffering n unbearable' time. what a shock! mak ckp mana taknye..hari2 nangis! huhuhu...xmalunye kan??? tp aku rs dgn menangis aku rs sakit tu cam kurang sikit la... hahaha... alhamdulillah... aku dah smakin sehat.. mgkin ada hikmah d sbalik semua ni... sepanjang tempoh tu... mmg buat aku ingt MATI je. buat aku sedar sikit.. manusia x selalu sihat..bila sakit br dia insaf sikit ...hmm....

and the second reason is...... jeng jeng jeng....
sbb streamyx kna potong! hahahahahaha....xbyr bil pny psl...hehehehe...ni br boleh connect blk..sbb br pegi byr...sbb baru dapat gaji.( anak yg baik sbb guna duit sniri byr bi) kan kan? :p

fyi ...
aku dah brenti jd cegu taski. hehehe... bulan sepuluh masa utk berehat dan bersenang senang di rumah dgn hati yang lapang sbb bulan sebelas nak chow dah....POSTING BEB!


ANYWAYS,

selamat hari raya to all!!!!!!

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......

dah 4 hari termasuk hrni aku sakit...sakit yg btol2..bkn main2.. seksa jiwa raga.. memula sakit tekak n batuk2 cam biasa je..pastu selsema cam bngang..hingus meleleh cair tanpa dpt ditahan2...






masa batuk2 tu aku xksah sgt sbb aku fikir boleh sembuh dlm shari 2..tp bile sakit tekak gile babun ..gatal..pedih..aku pun p beli asam jawa extra adabi.nk wat air asam la..lps minum mmg lega la..tp ujian lain melanda... ATHMA ATTACK!!!!
teruk! mmg teruk!! aku xtahan lagi!!!!!! agak hairan knapa suma ini terjadi??? dah la nk tdo kompem xleh baring..rasa cam nak mati..esoknya aku surf tenet nk usha the reason why i got this attack after so long... and i found out 'fruit juice' is one of the cause..werghh...if i knew tis earlier..then i went to see doctor akbar. i asked him bout the 'fruit juice' matter..and he said, 'ooo...mungkin la..tp sebb sejuk je kot ni..." aiya...jwpan yg xmemuaskan dr seorang yg brgelar doktor.





malam tu lepas berbuke aku pon makan la ubat yg berpeket2 tu...MAK!!!! xrela nak telan seme ni.. sememangnya aku adalah ANTI-DRUGS yg tegar!! paracetamol is a big NO-NO! and of course i didn't take it..kill me or what.i 'll nvr take those.. its only for losers! hahaha...
aku telan ubat sesema, ubat batuk and anti-biotik..thts it! n ubat for athma.. small one..but th effect??? sooo freakin crazy! lps telan ubat athma tu...in 5 min or less.. i can breath easier, but my hands, legs shakin and i couldnt do anything...believe me! all i can do is sleep...
i sleep like a baby...but only last for 2hrs...suddenly i' m feeling like choking...wek wek wek.... i throw out a pile of undgested foods...eeuwwwww.....

all in one

it feels so weird when people that we thinking of...is actly thinking of us too. and thats what happen to me today... hahaha.. it just feel great at the same time...
i got sms from 'him' when i suddenly think of him... is it a sign??? jeng jeng..

yeah yeah..the feeling is totally like when i saw this nissan sylphy for the 1 st time... wowwww!!sooo stylish!

and i oso feel a bit hairan why the gov took the 'kaum pendatang' issues so deym serious? i think its not NOT RIGHT. the history textbook oso tell us..chinese were really kaum pendatang or scr tepatnya org asing yg dtg cr rezki kat mesia..kalo x cy..bkk blk bk teks sejrah tu..so..what the fuss? its all true what?! i dun mean to be racial here, nvr intend to...tapi ishhh...politics matters la ni...whatever comes from ur mouth..u btter watch it ok? reminder for me oso la..( cegu wannabe la katakan) definitely i cant b racial..isu kaum ni sensitve sgt.. tp honestly i think i really can accept the hakikat that malay is not the only malaysian... i really proud that malaysia consists of diffrent race and religion..dun u think what wud malaysia looks like if there is no chinese, no indian, no chindian ke... what a dull country we live in..huhu...
mcm rojak la...kalo ade mempelam je, xde timun n nenas xedap gak walopun mempelam tu mmg dah peberet. kan? xde mixture of sweet n sour.. xsedap!
( ish...tetibe geram bila abah ckp pasta sauce yg aku wat xckp umphh sbb xde rs pedas. abah..how many times i told u? western ppl dun eat spicy... dats why i made it plain sour with lots of tomatoes..aiya)

wahh... i'm being patriotic all of sudden! hahaha... i jz hate politics!
n of cos i hate smokers! spoiler and parasites !

soppink eh?

i wish he's my boy..hahaha..do i look a bit short in here?? demmit!





1st time pegi jusco bandar perda.. best..sampai xlarat nk menapak..

kalimah hikmah

Menulis bukan untuk memberi TAHU, tetapi berusaha mencetus MAHU, agar bergerak menuju MAMPU. Pencerahan bukanlah pada mengumpul pengetahuan, tetapi keupayaan untuk membuka jalan... kembara insan mencari Tuhan

- ABU SAIF


waahhh..terpesona ngn baris2 ayat ni..bila la aku boleh jg jd someone yg 'inspiring??"

my life

too many things in my head...

currently:

1.my best fren- CNI Fire Sens Mentholated Rub
sakit kepala sgt2 dgn bdk2 hingusan kat Taski Abim Al-Muhajirin... :p

2: always popped-out sentence from my memories - " why bother coming anyway?? " haha...ayat dr. maria ms dia halau keluar sorg mamat fizik ni dr kls.. kesian gak tgk dia terpinga2 n malu tahap gaban. mamat tu pon satu... bg alasan tu munasabah la skit...
aisemen...apsal tingt dr maria lak ni? sbb aku dah kepingin sgt nk p skolah ni... waaa...KPM..bila nk hntr kami posting ni?? kang apply Mara kot nnt!!!

3. aktiviti d blan ramadhan - pagi p keje.. blk koi 1 trus landing ..xhengat dunia! ceit..hape pny manusia daa... tlg mak jahit 'mate lalat' ngn 'sembat susup' kat leher bj kurung...jeng jeng jeng..terer x?? sepasang dpt upah 5 hengget beb..sape xmau???

4. azam d bln ramadhan- nak make sure aliff nazmi n syazwina reti bace...at least kenal ABC pon cukup la... huuuu.. memerlukan kesabaran dan keazaman yg tinggi. kepala otak depa tepu sgt..kna bg cair skit...

5. currently...malas tgk berita..nyampah tgk hal2 politik yg xhbs2 meloyakan anak tekak.. suka tgk 'dirty sexy money'.. best!! apsal 'bones' dah hbs???

1 percent is enuff

currently im watching '1 percent of anything' a kdrama.. really old one..but nvr mind coz VEOH offer a very good quality video.. and what's bugging me, not really lah... i'm the only one among the online drama/movie junkies is able to watch VEOH. my other frens still cannot even open the website.. they says that

"veoh is no longer available in Malaysia'

so, where the heck i'm living dudezz?? haaha..maybe i'm the 'chosen' one... or should i say... THE ONE? like in the matrix?? hahaha..so that way i can b with keanu reeves lah?? huhu...stupid!

last nite i posted an entry..a bit controversial...then after not more than half an hour..i deleted it..haha... i always write anything comes to my mind without thinking deeply..i nvr corrected even thegrammar...i just dun wan to, but hehe..last nite sumthing really scare me..i dun think i wan to explain this one.. it juz about peoples perception if they read those.. i dun want people misunderstood of what actly i want to tell... so better i keep that for me only...

speaking of the drama.. dayah and i hv this conversation again..this evening... ( sorry, i mention ur name again)
the heartless plus sweet romantic... she claimed she met one..unfortunately taken!!! demmit kan?? suratan takdir la tu...

my choice is... bad plus 1% of soft side... that will really turn me on!! kahkah... the ' 1%of anything' sumkind explained how the guy is...but the lead actor is not rally that bad..he juz got this bad temper...;firecracker- his nick-given by the lead actress...huhuhu... ala...watch it by rself la if u wan 2 know more, ok? try open the www.veoh.com. if u can open the site..then it tells either this 2:
- u live outside of malaysia, in a country that veoh is available
OR
- u r just like me..KAHKAHKAH...the chosen aka insan terpilih :p

rom com or tear jerker?

ola!

i'm a bit dizzy at d moment.. its been a very long time dat i nvr let my head 'showered' with d rain..huhu..and today i was walking in the rain..quite heavy but not really but still made my head wet.shesssh! i refused hvg shower... its too cold!

thank God it was raining from yesterday, at the very 1st day of puase. xdela penat sgt. tp buat gue ngentok sepnajang hari(termauk wktu gue kerjaan) hahaha..

hari2 bermalasn hampir ke penghujung.. maybe lps ni xboleh bkk cruchyroll lelame dah..xleh nak donlod byk2 kat veoh n utube..wawa...tp gue ttap dgn pendirian gue. biar ngantok asal movie tammat! hahaha...

ROM-COM or TEAR-JERKER?

hahaha...i nvr let my emotion take over my mind..but it seems dat it already conquer the whole organ in my head.

i prefer watching romantic comedi than the one dat makes me feel bad the whole time. . so far, there are 2 dramas that really makes me emotionally unstable..haha
THANKYOU n SNOW QUEEN. huhu. and the part that is responsible for the unstabilization of the emotion is not..........to b continued