i wish everything has the cure.

hati aku pedih.
pedih..pedih sgt.
erghhh.... ;(

i hate when i feels this.

i hate when i dont know this.

i hate when i know nothing what to do about this.

i hate everything and anything relates to this.

and i even hate to know that i dont know why should i hate this!!!

stay out of here. total 'nuts' in a bottle. hah!

i dun think anyone ever come here.eventho the link is on my top list..that is good!heh~

i said that im gonna trash everything happened in school here.. i really want to.. but the life is killing me slowly. i am burdened with works. i dont really see it..but actually i do have like tonnes of undone! its just me kinda care-less about the whole thing. i wish i have the abilities to be systematic like one of my colleage. she is so tidy and strict with her works. not like me, messy and maniac! HAHA..
*dun think u cud see 'me' with this kind of writings*


warning, this is not about the school anymore. its about ME!

i guess i m one of person who are trying too hard to please themself.

i knew an XY. *knew, means i once know n i dont wanna know anymore*
we're hvg this kind of r/s. a friend? an ex-mate? a friendly-friend?? hoh! i dun even know how the r/s is called!! seriously stupid,rite?

we're good. okay-lah.. so and so..
till that day. we went out.n we stop communicates after that.
its weird. isnt it?
or it just normal??
i just dont know!!
i dont hv the urge to talk n seems like he, too.

seems like we just dont like the 'real' us. hmmm~ that was what i thought at 1st. nvr mind, i kept myself busy. why bother those tiny matters??

but... i cant stop thinkin why the hell all that happened?

and now.... u know what? i guess i have an issue.

BIG ISSUE! which is still undiscovered.
do i need to see some shrinks? :p

duhhh~~~ im acting like a child

people can be soo different inside and outside.
sometimes they changes way too quick. and we dun even get the chance to notice that.

i know this one boy at school. well, smart n friendly.. i like him..so so lah~
but i m so shocked to get knowing how absurd he is in cyber world. hmmm.. i do communicating with the boys thru the net.

at first, i think its quite okay to get intouch after school like that.. not until i had some kind of fight over the facebook. hahaha.. argument is cool.. but it aint cool anymore if we started to hate each other.

yes! i m starting to hate the boy.
erghhh!!!!

end up, ive deleted all the conversations we had.. nasty comments... huh~

see, im not gonna like u anymore,boy~
and yeah...snobby sux like shit!

and one more, i dun see any good reason why i shouldnt deactivate the fb acc.
its terrible!! whats in school..let it stays in school.... dont ever bring it all home.

u r doomed!!!