::the playground::

+++ it's all about proximate & ultimate +++

boleh kire ke??

makin lama makin xde idea.BOSAN. erm…hari2 baca blog.baca berita.baca artikel.best! mmg best. BOSAN lagi…

byk blog yg aku bc hrni..ramai rupanya blogger yg best.uhuh… wahh..yg bestnya baca repekan org lain. erm..harini juga aku dapat reply dari sorg blogger..(yg dah lama aku follow blog dia)…mcm marah je..sbb aku bg komen pasal entry dia. huh..rasanya dia seorg yg sedikit pemarah..sedikit sensitif…dah explain and apologized..tp….dah post, rs nyesal la pulak..sbb bila aku bc blk..what for? sukati la aku nak ckp apa pn..HAHA…lantak la..

dalam byk2 blog yang dibaca hrni..semua dalam b.melayu. ayat mudah n ringkas.mudah paham. GOOD! semua blogger ni buat aku rs..
“ish..knape aku x tlis BM je? kan sng?”

mmg ada je entry BM..tp msti rojak..bengong! english x seberapa…nak gn english kununnnn…(lantak la)

tp bkn niat dihati nk perlekeh bhs sniri.
bkn sbb aku educated, aku kna gn english..
bkn jgk sbb aku nak improve english..bukan. sbb rsnya mkin teruk ada la..salah sana
sini..tp aku wat donno je..:p
bukan sbb aku rs english hebat. bukan
bukan sbb ramai blogger gn english..bkn jugak!
bkn sbb nani n mat guna english..bukan! bukan sama skali..
ntah…mungkin aku rs dgn english lagi mudah nak ckp mcm sampah kot…MUNGKIN…

tp..yg pasti aku tgh x pasti apa yg aku tgh buat ni..


p/s: i am no dummy...

fact of me

1.Silly name you were called by your close friends?
=over-reacted
= kemut
=kemek

2. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
=-vanila + raspberry!! YUMMY

3. What movie/s are you waiting for?
= my life

4. If you wanted to be in a band, what would you be?
=drummer . bcoz the most cute guy always the drummer.

5. What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?
= tempoyak + ikan pekasam

6. Do you want to live with your gf/bf forever?
= sure, if they olredi mine forever.

7. Where is the place you want to be right now?
= beach

8. What song are you listening to?
= indon- not sure the title dowh~~

9. If you were given the chance to show your talent on stage, what would it be?
= cat-walk..hahahaha…(psss….dun tell anyone tau!)

10. who's your crush?
= brad pitt..

11. What movie/s made you cry?
= anything involving mother.. ( I’ll cry whenever I see orphans..dun know y, even when they were laughing..i just couldn’t stop the sad feeling..)

12. Name famous people you had a crush on?
= arjun rampal…gosh!! he’s HOT!

13. What are your favorite drinks?
= milo ais + mocha

14. Which cartoon characters are your favorite?
= conan

15. Last day you went shopping?
= lost in time already…

17. Coke or Pepsi?
= dun wan any of these.

18. In a week, how many times do you go online?
= every single day

19. single or married?
= single n searching for the one..

20. pink or blue?
= blue, soothing skit than pink.

blog~~~

"blogging is not a dirty word...its SEXY! "

this is what afdlin said in his blog..hahaha..is it? you think so?
actly nvr tot bout dis..now i'm giving it a thought...hahaha so, it s going to b "the thought of the day"

yesterday, i've this conversation with my student, reynard.(indian boy with bitchy mouth).. i asked him, "do u blogging?"

rey: hah?? no lah..

erk..suddenly i felt..."did i ask sumthing dat i should not ask to a 14 yr old boy?"

blog is a word that will mean nothig if we put away the ing.. but by put the ing...= blogging, makes it sound ...errr....dirty?? it same like "hole". when we just say..hole. then ok.. but we say it again and again...aiyak!! what the i'm thinking??? you know what i mean?? haha..

suddenly remember the time when i was in matriculation (kmpp sucks).. my english lecturer saw one of my classmate reading this romantic novel...my classmate,she was a fan of that type of reading.(me too~~hehe)..
she take a look at the novel, then she said..

" do you guys know what actly the moral values of this book? nothing rite? waa...how can u girls read this ah? all the "things" in this book is 'well-elaborated!!" (well..u know which part i'm saying, rite?"

i think whoever ever read this kind of reading will know what i'm talking about.. all the books sound dirty and doesnt make sense at all actly..but girls seem doesnt care bout it at all!! we just love how the plots going and make us feel like in awang-awangan...hahaha

final day~~~

at last...this is the final day i'm here... i'm soooooooooo happy!

nani! jeles siot korang g tgk bye tunang...waa such an event la! terkilan siot....one of my good fren's getting engaged, and i couldn't make it..aiyakk... :(

i bring my car today.. just wanna feel how does it feel naik feri ngn kete..hoho..it's going to be my last day working here anyway..hoho.. n u know what? it feels GREAT!

actly..mak xbraper kasi aku drive g penang.. i promise

" ala...adik bwk slow2 je la mak..lagipon lalu jln biasa..kalo adik bwk slow..xdenye org nk hon2 .bkn atas h/way...i'allah xde apa2 lah..dun worry ok?"

actly, for me bwk jln biasa lagi bahaye sbb jln yg terlalu kecil kalo nak dibandingkn dgn bapak2 kete..lori2..kecut jugakla..tp biasa la jiwa rock kna la semangat rock skit..hehe.buat2 muka gagah walopun xsegagah mana.. tp xheran la kalo mak terlebih risau..sbb baru2 ni je arwah syakinah meninggal..eksiden..dgn bas pulak tu..."mak, i know how u feel~~" but, life must go on..xkan skali kite tersadung , kita xnak jalan dah kan? kena jalan jgk sbb kita xtau apa yg mnnggu in future.kan? whether its good or not...we still hv to face all the risks..


*harini dok ofis sorg2 lagi...nasib lah labu~~~~

bad start~~

The day started damn annoying!! This lady came straightaway I opened the iffice… owhh..pls lah…aku xsempat nk duduk lagik! Then she started nagging….

“ I already came about 10..and the office dun even open yet? Why?”

“sorry mem, I got lost lah on da way coming here…”

“ ok, nver mind..”

And what? She got soo many question to ask… actly she want to register her daughter for computer lesson…
and on that horrible time tu jgaklah….the staff from HQ(kak ilah) asked me to go to jetty back to get the sijil dat I left in Perai last nite…ok..it was my fault…but hey…xkan lah xboleh tggu esok je? Xmati lah kalo sijil2 tu xde kat cini shari…and I’m pretty sure neither of the customer will complaint!

I said…ok lah..but then when kak nor called, I told her… dun want to go actly…leceh lah~~~ then u know what??? she told kak ilah what I said to her…and after dat kak ilah called me again and

“ ok lah….x payah lah pegi kalo dah susah sgt! Kalo xnak cakap je x nak…lain kali ckp direct je kat akak..xpyh ckp kat org lain..ok?”

And I was like…

“ huh?? Owh..ok” shit!! And I’m the one who get scolded!!!

And u know what ?? the morning getting worse when I forgot to ask for registration fee for the computer lesson!!! BAD LUCK! And she already left~~ ahh nvr mnd lah…I’ll ask for dat later when her daughter come for the lesson…I’m not soo worried bcoz she already pay 170 for the lesson..xkan lah dia xnak dtg smula kan kan kan??

* I going to quit anyway at the end of this month..erm…I cant stand anymore working here. TITIK!

what a day!

ngantuk~~ penat~~ 3hr bertrut2 aku ulang alik sp-png..warhh seawal2 pagi dah bgn..teruknye rs.

xde mood nk menulis hrni..

xde idea nk ckp...

hampir gile dok sorg kat opis...

nsb baik ada gak customer tny sumthing pasal computer course..kalo x rasanya ...skru mulut sure berkarat..auahu.. 'amar' .his name is amar..he speak good english..well..consired good for a nepalese..yg mostly bhs melayu pon xtau! at 1st i tot he was philiphines..what makes me assume dat, is bcoz his english accent sounds like philiphino..well..i was wrong..i asked him at 1 st, he asked me to guess..he just smile.. i'm kinda curious. but i dun ask more.."lantak hg la ! nk main teka teki lak!" dalam hati~~~~~

he asked me to teach him how to make a songs CD. huh?? " xkan xtau kot?" dalam hati lagi~~
then i told him..
" ala...u just get a blank cd then u just copy n paste all the files lah.. as simple as that! "

amar: ooooooo

me: but first, ur pc must have the cd burner lah!! if u dun have dat one..u better go to some computer shop or sumthing and ask them to do it for u..ok?

amar: ooo...but i want u to teach me.

me: dalam hati~~ Masyaallah!!! xkan tu pon nak kna ajar...
" erm..ok lah..why dun u just get a blank cd 1st, then u come here, i'll teach u how..ok? we dun hv any blank cd rite now..ok?"

amar: ok ok..but u see...actually i want to learn computer..how can i get this lesson huh?

i explain to him..but secretly i told him not to sign up for the course..wasting money!

me: ok, since u got the basics..i dun think u have to learn all these things and wasting about 600! such a waste..u better go to bookstore, find a book bout computer of course, and then u can learn all by urself...its much cheaper..ok??

amar: waaa...really?

me: yup!

* today i just foolishly kick out an eager-to-learn-customer...hahahahahaha

hari yg ~~~

24th may

Last nite, I went home..rempit n redah ujan yg renyai2 bahasa..i don’t care!! I want to b home no matter what… I can’t stand it anymore..they treat me like pendatang tanpa ijin je…ingt apa?? They think its easy for me to go back n forth from penang to perai??? Don’t they realize how dangerous it can be…each day kena rempit sna sini naik feri trun feri…warghhhhh!!!!!!!so, yesterday I jez made my mind…BALIK UMAH! TITIK! So, I went home n sleep starightaway after took a shower…hah…not forgetting, abah took me to hussain nasik kandaq before we go home...ermm…yummy…thanx abah..cam tau2 je aku kebulur tahap cipan dah smalam…I didn’t eat anything except a bun for the whole day…what can I do? I’m all alone, I cant close the office ..even if I want to…I cant because the customer always in the cc..aiya…xkan nk halau lak? Hoho hebat gak smalm dat I can ctrl my bladder..


25th may

Pagik2 lagi dah bgn…wahhh..malasnyer!! kalo x kerana duit..nak je aku layankan je tido..so far aku rs tido lah nikmat yg x terhingga NIKMATnyeeer..so, abah hntr sampai bus station…elok2 je aku sampai bus pun nk jalan..so good! Sampai b’worth…ramainye org dah bgn..msg2 sure cr rezki kan? N I ‘m the one among them…never realized that waking up early can really make our life meaningful…at least I try to look how’s life from others perspectives.. like what they said..put myself in other people shoes? Hehehe…everyone having their responsibilities..so am i..

kak ija gabra giler masa aku ckp nk blk umah mlm td..dia takut aku bengang ngn company then quit…hoho I’m not dat STUPID lah ….dun worry…I’ll think bout dat if I got my pay olredi…hahaha.. this week pny prestasi sgtlah merosot..dr 8 org yg daftar…only 3 showed up dis morning..giler hape dorg ni…dah x kompem nk dtg…apsal g register nama? Wat susah org je…bazir reg form je…apa bangang tolol pny manusia la! (huhu bengang dah ni)

bout 11 am. My brother called n told me that 2 of our cousin got into car accident and one of them got killed!! Omg!! I really not expecting this kind of news in this calm morning.. they’re among closest cousin of mine…so sad~~~ I don’t have the details yet..and i cant go to see coz my mom didn’t allow me…ayang(my sis) btau yg jenazah tu mgkin xkan dbwk blk ke rumah, trus kebumi,,Masyallah…aku agak msti teruk accident tu… after this, I’m sure. Damn sure..mom will not allow me to drive to PD..waa…habisla planning gathering tu…hukhuk…hopefully I can slow talk to her n try to find someone really dependable(to drive of cos)…

Al-Fatihah utk Arwah Syakinah….
syakinah n me on syakila wedding day

another boring day , boring story to tell from a very boring girl~~

wut a boring day~~~ teruknya...teruknya rasa..mmg i really feel bad + horrible doing nothing..pelik la aku..dah tau kat komtar ni mmg xde sambutan..nape still nk pertahankan cwngn yg mmg cam nk collpse je ni? mmg hr2 xde keje! dis week is the worst! pendaftaran for dis week ada 6 je..tu pun by phone je..ntah nk dtg ke x, x pasti...bper kerat je la yg ada..skang ni org xde duit nak kawen ke? or...org dah xnak kawen?? staf lama ckp ms ada ura2 k'jaan nk naikkan rege kursus...berduyun2 manusia g kursus...sama la mcm k'jaan announce nk stop free IC, kena byr, beduyon2 lah org br nk renew myKad..pelik! pelik! susah sgt ke nk spend time yg xseberapa tu utk sumting dat considered important?
*PAUSE*

*CONTINUE*
fuhh...baru je lps type n print for dis friendly indian guy..uncle lah..
hem... tu la susah zaman skang ni kalo xde ilmu komputer, nk type pon kna suruh org..hehehe...actly he owned a compny lah!! tp nk type he has to ask somenone else..ish ish..wasting money btol la..dah la typing 3rgt/page..mahal nk mampoih! tp aku bg diskaun skit..2 rgt cukup! hahaha

even aku sorg2 kat opis hrni, at least i dun feel angry to anyone...biasa la kalo sorg2 nk sakit ati kat sape..hahaha... tink tonk jap..


ni masa kat tmn negara...cantek kan? i mean the view lah! kan kan kan

thank god masa kat upsi dulu rajin g join rombongn..em..nk tgu g sniri ntah berjanggut la...huhu...tingt kat sungai ni lah contact lens masuk dalam ..nangis aku takot bute..haha..seb bek ok je..aksi cemas time ada sorg mamat ni beria2 je nk tlg ..last2 dia sniri xberani pegang bijik mata anak dara pokcik mustafa ni..kahkah :moral of the story, kalo mandi sungai buanglah lens tu..ok??

memories in SMKJT


there were too many pictures of me n my students...and seems dat its quite hard to upload those pics here...so, to anyone interested to see , happily go my FS page..



"LET'S GO THERE!!!"

once upon a time in Cameron.. waa...can't wait till the next time

aku maseh MELAYU!

sepanjang hidup aku xpernah tringin nk bc hal2 politik xkire la dlm o luar ngr..tetibe hrni aku bukak chedet.com and aku jmp melambak2 blog yg dtg dari blogger pro dan anti k'jaan...MASYALLAH...byknyer masalh...aku sememangnya tahu...tp aku mmg xmau tahu sbb aku tahu kalo aku tahu...aku xtahu la~~~:p

artikel kat bwh ni menarik perhatian aku utk dkongsi ngn kengkawan...cam betol je semua ni..tp aku xpenah nk amik peduli...bkn x sayang negara seniri tapi sbb aku rs its not the time for me yet to take the burden,,hempok atas kepala yg dah memang sarat ngn serat+bebenang masalh yg kusut masai + blum diuraikan lagi.

my father? he always talking bout politics and he wants us to listen...and honestly i really hate that! dia nak anak2 dia semua tahu semua masalah negara ni n bagitau semua ahli politik yg dia xsuka...sampaikan hari mengundi pon dia suh pangkah apa yg dia pangkah!! hmm...aku pkir pnjg gile masa nk undi hrtu...nk pangkah sape??? the whole nite aku berfikir...patut ke aku pangkah sekian sekian?? serius mmg aku xtau apa pilihan aku..kalo nk ikutkan dua2 pon aku nyampah! tp at the end of the day i have to choose...mak risau kalo aku ikot ckp abah sbb aku keje gomen..takut affect my posting lak! so aku pon plan nk wat undi rosak..hehehe..tp ada org ckp diorg leh trace sape yg wat undi rosak ni sbb kat ketas undi ada no.rujukan..cam pelik la plak! bukan ke "undi anda adalah rahsia??" so lastly, i play safe...aku bangun lambat n xpegi undi! habis cerita..so habis lah plan aku nak merasa perasaan pegi mengundi for d 1st time...hahaha!!! in case org trace and p umah tny cr aku awat x p undi aku leh kelentong...pure2 jadi adik aku.." la...kakak saye mana balik mengundi...dia kat ipoh la..." hahahahahaha


1..(dipetik dari blogger fikir tajam)


  • Tahukah anda bahawa:
    Agihan 70% ekuiti untuk bukan Melayu tak pernah dipersoalkan selama ini

  • 99% premis perniagaan di bandaraya/perbandaran seluruh negara adalah hak milik kaum Cina dan tak pernah dipersoalkan
  • Penguasaan ekonomi oleh kaum Cina semenjak zaman Inggeris lagi tak pernah dipersoalkan
  • Punyalah luas kubur kaum Cina di Malaysia tak pernah dipersoalkan
  • Penyertaan yang menghampiri sifar para belia Cina sebagai ahli bomba, konstabel polis, pasukan tentera peringkat rendah tak pernah dipersoalkan
  • Selama bertahun-tahun kaum Cina membakar mercun memekak telinga semasa TBC dan CGM tak pernah dipersoalkan
  • Penghantaran memorandum oleh 10 menteri bukan Melayu ditelan pahit oleh pembesar Melayu walau cukup menggelegakkan darah bangsa dan anak watan
  • Martabat bangsa Melayu telahpun dihancurmusnahkan oleh AAB sebaik saja berbaik-baik dengan Singapura dan rakan Zionis
  • Malaysia di era AAB tak ubah hanya seperti budak pengilat kasut yang bisa saja ditekan diugut waima oleh Singapura yang tiada kewibawaan
  • AAB terus-terusan memperolokkan/memperbodohkan bangsa Melayu dengan mainan kata: 'modal insan!', 'towering Malay', 'RMK 9', 'kita ada banyak kerja yang nak dibuat', 'ketelusan', dan bermacam kata-kata bombastik yg ternyata hanya slogan, klise dan lebih teruk lagi dijajakan segenap masa dan ruang bahawa ekonomi kita semakin baik. Lihat angka-angkanya!
  • Manipulasi terus-terusan hanya bisa mengabui para pengundi lokos di kampung-kampung yang masih tak empunya elektrik, tak punya internet! Hari ini kita disogokkan dengan lagu 'kami sokong!', '2057', 'trilion', waduh! Tahukah anda 20 bilion hutang kad kredit di sepanjang 2006! Mana kuasa belinya beb?
  • Lagi satu KJ senang-senang dapat loan RM 9 juta. Siapa bagi? Apa cagaran? Rakyat diperlakukan sewenang-wenang, diperhebohkan di dada akhbar atas hanya hutang pinjaman pelajaran!
  • Change the goverment! Right now! Jangan harapkan keadilan. Jangan harapkan PAS. Jangan beri muka DAP. UMNO perlu distrukturkan! Reengineering! Bangunlah bangsa Melayu! Jangan terus diperbodohkan oleh kerajaan 3 beranak ini! Mereka hanya ingin mengumpul harta seberapa banyak yg boleh dikaut. Mana moralnya AAB bila asyik risaukan periuk nasi anak menantu?
    Bangunlah para graduan yang masih berpusing-pusing cari makan. Change the government!
    Reshuffle UMNO! Singkirkan orang-orang yg tak punya idealisme perjuangan! Bangkitlah bangsa Melayu. UMNO bukan untuk penyangak spt KJ, Musa Black, Shahrir, Nazri, AABebal, Ali Rustamiang.
    May 18, 2008 12:11 AM

2...(dipetik dari Dr.Muhammad Hussin)

YABhg Tun,
Saya perturunkan beberapa dapatan kajian yang menunjukkan kejayaan dasar yang telah Tun rintis disebalik kecaman masyarakat dan beberapa kemerosotan dasar kerajaan yang menghakis sokongan masyarakat terpelajar. Kajian ini dijalankan terhadap pelajar Matrikulasi tahun 2007 yang kini berada di Tahun 1 IPTA. Kajian berkisar tentang persepsi mereka terhadap pelbagai perkara. Kajian ini melibatkan 6760 pelajar dengan 37.9% pelajar lelaki manakala 61.8% adalah pelajar perempuan. Hampir 94% sampel adalah pelajar Melayu. Antara dapatan kajian diringkaskan seperti berikut:


Sebanyak 57.8% responden menyatakan kejayaan mereka banyak dibantu oleh pihak kerajaan manakala 11.9% menyatakan sebaliknya dan 29.4% tidak pasti.


Sebanyak 37.9% menyatakan mereka melihat etnik lain sebagai pesaing yang menakutkan manakala 34.8% tidak beranggapan sedemikian. Sebanyak 26.8% pula menyatakan mereka tidak pasti.


Dapatan kajian ini juga menunjukkan sebanyak 62.4% merasakan ulamasepatutnya diberikan kuasa memerintah negara ini manakala hanya 9.1% tidak bersetuju dengan pandangan ini. Sebanyak 28.2% menyatakan tidak pasti.


Dapatan kajian juga menunjukkan sebanyak 29.7% bersetuju bahawa pengebom berani mati Islam adalah pejuang jihad yang patut dicontohi. Sebanyak 37.8% tidak bersetuju dengan pandangan ini manakala 31.7% tidak pasti.


Sebanyak 83.2% menyatakan bahawa Malaysia ialah sebuah negara yang cemerlang dan boleh dibanggakan.
Dapatan kajian juga menunjukkan bahawa 77.9% pelajar bersetuju dengan dasar pengajaran Sains dan Matematik dalam bahasa Inggeris. Hanya 8.3% menyatakan mereka tidak bersetuju dengan dasar tersebut.
Sebanyak 12.8% pelajar menyatakan mereka tidak perlu berterima kasih kepada kerajaan atas kejayaan mereka kerana kejayaan ini adalah semata-mata kerana usaha mereka sendiri manakala 18.7% pula tidak pasti.
Sebanyak 53.5% menyatakan kehidupan mereka tidak terkongkong.


Sebanyak 23.2% menyatakan bahawa kerajaan Persekutuan tidak berjaya memberi faedah pembangunan kepada setiap orang. Sebanyak 40.4% pula menyatakan sebaliknya manakala 35.8% memberi jawapan tidak pasti.


Majoriti pelajar menyatakan kesediaan menerima etnik lain sebagai jiran (76.2%) manakala 48.2% menyatakan kesediaan menerima etnik lain sebagai anggota keluarga. Sebanyak 71.5% pula bersedia menerima etnik lain sebagai rakan niaga.


Sebanyak 31.6% menyatakan bahawa parti politik mana sekali pun boleh memerintah Malaysia dan menjamin pembangunannya manakala 33.7% tidak bersetuju dengan pernyataan ini. Sebanyak 34.0% pula memberi jawapan tidak pasti.


Sebanyak 50.8% menyatakan kerajaan Persekutuan mempunyai sistem pentadbiran yang adil manakala sebanyak 35.5% pula tidak pasti.


Semua indikator ini nampaknya agak selari dengan senario politik semasa. Saya kira ketuanan Melayu masih boleh diselamatkan.

shock @ syok??!!

hrni...mcm2 ada dlm paleotak ni...hehehe..br pas usha blog saidatul(bdk mktb yg sgt lame aku xjmp sampai muke dia pon aku xbper ingt..hahaha) 'ciri2 lelaki soleh' herrm...tajuk yg mmbuat aku stat berfikir sekejap...

maseh ramaikah lalaki soleh di luar sana? mudah ke nk cr llki soleh zaman ni? sbb terlalu ramai yg dah hanyut~~~ tak pyh pegi jauh...yg dekat2 pon byk depan mata...mmg xboleh ckp apa la sbb masing2 dah besar, ada otak pikir sniri which is good n which is bad...and sadly,, mostly choose the side that is 'dark'..they prefer to be like that...n all can we do is juzt refrain OURSELF from the things that will destroy. .


2 days b4, cam biasa la ada kursus kawen kat cni, setiap slot akan ada ustat yg lain2 dtg bg 'talk'.. kebetulan mggu ni, ada sorg ust. tetap xdapat hadir coz he got job kat lain, so kak ija terpakse la cr ust ganti...erm...xpela, lastly dapat la gak gnti...nama ust osman abu bakar...erm ...xpela...xde apa lagi sbb slot dia ptg nnt...lmbt lagi... sampaila time slot dia, kol 4.30ptg...dtglah sorg 'lelaki' yg sangatlah sejuk mata dipandang....wahhhhhhhh...mudanya ust ni!!! kitorg mmg shocked!!! shock banget la kata indon!! masyaAllah! dah la ensem!!berseri je muka... i really had a CRUSH!!! HAHAHA again!!! tp kan...alangkah bahagianya kalau seorg perempuan tu ditemukan dgn seorg lelaki yg dapat menjamin kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat...insyaallah~~~

wesak day???

hrini malas sgt...malas la sgt...tau x apa perasaan malas ni??? wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhMALAS!!!!
gile la keja cam ni..barulah skang ni tau bermillion2 rasa SYUKUR aku study teruk2 kat U supaya jadi manusia yg berguna dan automatically dapat salary yang byk without doing things that i really hate...i prefer yelling at student than sit down doing nothing like an idiot kat office all day long~~~

dah 2mggu keje kat cni..barulah aku tau apa yg mak ayah kiter ckp dolu2 masa kite kecik,
" blaja pandai2 masuk U pastu dapat keje bagus2 ...xpayah susah2 teruk2 keje..."
mak, abah, btol la...apa yg mak ngn abah ckp semua btol!!! mmg x salah langsung!

kakak2 yg keje kat cni..even da keje almost 4 yrs, tp gaji baru 1rbu... aku ni kuar2 U kalo dah start keje, basic pon dah 1900++, tmbh elaun cam2 lagi .. ada la dlm 2500++...not bad lah bg sorg yg keje 7-2 only...bkn office hour pon...perasaan syukur tu mmg x terkata lah!! serius! x tipu!!masa ni lah...baru sedar, education sgt penting... yang aku terkejut lagi ada kakak yg dah keje almost 12 yrs..gaji sama cam sorg cikgu yg br nk menapak kat dunia perguruan...erm...jauh beza kan? dah la keje diorg teruk!! aku salute btoi la staf2 lama yg bley tahan ngn sir farook ni..(mamak, biasa la..dorg keje btoi2 cam nk mati kerah org wat keje) gile!!! cwngn kat perai ofis bkk kol 10, tutup kol 9.30 mlm...xke gile?? dah la lebih masa, x kire OT plak!! sooo unfair!! seb bek aku dapat cni...hahahah

working on sunday makes me feel sooo bad! really bad!!!!
when people resting at home...i'm sitting and thinking and dreaming...hahahaha...no customers...means no works till the end of the day...we have to do the account for the day. doing that thing everyday makes me a better 'accountant'! hahaha practice makes perfect! that a perfect sentence which describe my situation rite now...if i'm not willing to learn....hmmm...

* aiaya....kakak ni..time aku dok syok layan tenet ada je kejenk suh aku wat
masa aku dok tggu dia...dia dok syok wat menda lain...uihh geramnye...

today is the third day i'm here..in penang!!!
well...i'n not ready to start working yet...but what can i do cuz they already offered the job and definitely i can't reject it....it's all about the money...no money ..no talk...so better i go find some money before start to plan anything... phehhh...i got so many plan to do when the cash is in MY Hand!!! buahahahaha!!!!
erm...soo boring and thank god i can use the computer even we always monitored with the shitty ccTv!!! stupid toi! the hq will not everything we do and knowing that already made me wanna scream...but i know...n u know...hasani is a established and sopan santun punya company...i have to be sopan..proper and baik...nice...always smiling and trust me...i have to loose the screw to make myself smile....wth!!! :p

actually, its not my choice to do this kind of job. it is more to admin...and hell ..i dun even know how to do the account...and back in school...in PMR i dun even know how to differentiate debit n credit!!! and what??? now i hv to do all that thing... erm...i have to!!!even i hate to do so...

then i just to make myself clear lah...just bear with it....just for couples of month...the pay is not so bad...750 per month and what i have to do is just some account and the rest....menung ajelah...waiting for customer to register for kursus kawen..hehehe...