hati aku pedih.
pedih..pedih sgt.
erghhh.... ;(
i hate when i feels this.
i hate when i dont know this.
i hate when i know nothing what to do about this.
i hate everything and anything relates to this.
and i even hate to know that i dont know why should i hate this!!!
i wish everything has the cure.
stay out of here. total 'nuts' in a bottle. hah!
i dun think anyone ever come here.eventho the link is on my top list..that is good!heh~
i said that im gonna trash everything happened in school here.. i really want to.. but the life is killing me slowly. i am burdened with works. i dont really see it..but actually i do have like tonnes of undone! its just me kinda care-less about the whole thing. i wish i have the abilities to be systematic like one of my colleage. she is so tidy and strict with her works. not like me, messy and maniac! HAHA..
*dun think u cud see 'me' with this kind of writings*
warning, this is not about the school anymore. its about ME!
i guess i m one of person who are trying too hard to please themself.
i knew an XY. *knew, means i once know n i dont wanna know anymore*
we're hvg this kind of r/s. a friend? an ex-mate? a friendly-friend?? hoh! i dun even know how the r/s is called!! seriously stupid,rite?
we're good. okay-lah.. so and so..
till that day. we went out.n we stop communicates after that.
its weird. isnt it?
or it just normal??
i just dont know!!
i dont hv the urge to talk n seems like he, too.
seems like we just dont like the 'real' us. hmmm~ that was what i thought at 1st. nvr mind, i kept myself busy. why bother those tiny matters??
but... i cant stop thinkin why the hell all that happened?
and now.... u know what? i guess i have an issue.
BIG ISSUE! which is still undiscovered.
do i need to see some shrinks? :p
duhhh~~~ im acting like a child
people can be soo different inside and outside.
sometimes they changes way too quick. and we dun even get the chance to notice that.
i know this one boy at school. well, smart n friendly.. i like him..so so lah~
but i m so shocked to get knowing how absurd he is in cyber world. hmmm.. i do communicating with the boys thru the net.
at first, i think its quite okay to get intouch after school like that.. not until i had some kind of fight over the facebook. hahaha.. argument is cool.. but it aint cool anymore if we started to hate each other.
yes! i m starting to hate the boy.
erghhh!!!!
end up, ive deleted all the conversations we had.. nasty comments... huh~
see, im not gonna like u anymore,boy~
and yeah...snobby sux like shit!
and one more, i dun see any good reason why i shouldnt deactivate the fb acc.
its terrible!! whats in school..let it stays in school.... dont ever bring it all home.
u r doomed!!!
1st for 2010
wah wah wahhhhhh!!!
lain gile la kan??
well well well~~~ its 2010, rite?
new looks, new attitudes, new me!! errr...(only partial)
got nothing much to blabber..but this new look will define the partial of new me.
i promise to myself, i will throw in EVERYTHING here. seriously, but everything involving ma workplace, which is clearly.... THE PLAYGROUND!!! hahaha..
the playground is where i could find happiness, sadness, anger, sympathy, empathy, friends, enemies, ... so much are there.
writing about human, especially kids is a fun thing to do. whenever i get mad, sad or happy... i would love to share with peoples..who hv NO IDEA about the playground.
i just simply hate those people...assuming we, (the teecah) is doing the easiest task in the world. WTF?
So, here.... i will tell you everything. yeahh!! here babeh~
hormonal imbalance..izit correct?
'satu sana hitam...sini satu putih..
selalu bergelap sgt pun tak bagus,
sekali sekala, cari tempat cerah..biar nampak ape yg selama ni tak nampak.
"jangan asyik salahkan hormon." itu aku rasa maksud sebenar dia. hmmm.. aku faham.. tapi selalunya memang lebih mudah menyalahkan sumthing else yang sememangnya unavoidable dan hmm..aku rs susah nak sangkal. ade noktah kat ujung ayat dan org mmg xboleh nak sambung dgn ayat lain.paham? tak?? xpe...mmg harap macamtu..heee~
keje! keje!
esok keje!!! yeehaaa!!
aku tak tau ape yang kau rasa...dan aku tau kau tak paham apa yang aku rasa
seronok pula aku dtg jenguk ke sini...bukan ape, aku rasa macam dah byk sgt kawan2 yg slalu aku jumpa yg baca blog lagi satu tu...kadang2 bila nak menulis, asyik terpikir...ish, patut ke tak aku tulis ni....eh, xpe ke aku cerita hal ni... ala..bukan banyak pun rahsia..hidup aku tak berapa misteri. macam org biasa...so, kalo korg terbaca pun ..aku bukan amik port sgt~ ape la sgt~~ x luak kot.. :p
tp....hmm..tu la masalahnya, mmg aku nak cerite, nak luah, nak org tau, tp....biarla org yg sesuai sj yg tahu. kan lebih baik cenggitu?? spy permasalahan tu org yang memahami sj tahu.. bila yg xberapa nak paham tu bc jgk...mula la cerita tokok tambah penyedap rasa sekeliling pinggan. haha. lantak aku ok~
mmg entry melalut..malas nak cakap byk. yang aku tau, citer ugly truth mmg best! terbaekkkkk!!! antara rom com yg penah aku tgk so far.
sekian, wassalam
warkah buat doll
surat utk kamu, sahabat...
ala..doll...ape kamu cakap? ape sindrom?? ala..dun worry la...not be long la...i know myself better i guess.. haha.. think u know wht i mean kan? since u know whatever u're thinking, i'm thinking the same too. shit! so , i cant think dirty anymoe.. hahahaha...
dear doll,
seriously..i enjoyed the time we spend together even we r not going to havana...dats oke babe.. but i know u wanna try once kan?? hahahaha...go to see what is hot..what is cool..what is soo happening in there. just to see and watch the kind of people there kan?? perhaps in a few while..we try?? want aa???
hahaha..joking k?
doll,
i really got to go.
i slept too much and i woke later than usual.. hahaha,, i know u feeling annoyed now cz i can sleep as much as i want ...hahaha..
ok babe, work work work!! serve ur boss well,k?
get bonus, and treat me to some food heaven?
surat utk akak yg marah2
semalam aku bengang kat sekolah tak habis lagi.... aku harap blood pressure aku still normal. ouh, hampanya hidup aku..
tak berjaya ke aku jd cikgu?
tak sesuai ke aku keje macam ni?
takde gaya ke aku megajar?
teruk sangat ke ?? teruk sangat keee?????
****
akak, teruk sangat ke saya kalo saya terilangkang sehelai kertas tu?
lagipulak, bukan saya hilangkan pon...cuma misplaced je... pastu sy jumpa semula...
tp,, apakan daya.... hal tu mcm dah bg tanggapan buruk akak pd saya..seolah2 sy ni irresponsible. bukan!! saya bukan kak!!
akak,
kalau ye pun akak nak marah...
manis2 kan la sikit muka tu...
nak marah sy...jgn la buat muka gitu... saya tak jadi takut...tp sayangnya saya dah mula ilang hormat pd akak... kesiankah saya pd diri sy??? tak?? sy kesian kat akak...sbb mgkin akak dah menambah sorg lagi manusia yg sakit hati dgn akak... saya tahu, akak taknak kan kalo camtu? sbb saya tahu, akak jenis org yang nak cr bahagia akhirat. betul x akak?
akak, xpe la....saya pun malas nak ckp byk2..cakap banyak2 pun, bukannya akak bc surat ni pun....tp kalau la ditakdirkan akk terbaca...alhamdulillah~~
sekian,
halluuu
alloooo!!!
hahaha..tetibe rs nak tulis kat sini..huehuehue..
xde ape nak ckp
jz wanna y'll, HAPPY RAMADHAN!!!!
Korang suke makan ape ek time bukak posa? hahaha...
makan je yg ingt eh?
ape laaa...