::the playground::

+++ it's all about proximate & ultimate +++

me again with the robe n 'scroll'?? not a scroll anymore.~~sigh





finally graduated with second upper class... terer a tu..gegege...

KPM, bila la nk bg posting ni???

pix of me




i like this one.. taken on the pregraduation n homecoming..bla bla.. a day b4 convo day.

i really hv problem with the title..duhh

helloooo evryone!

ngehehe..long time no see huh?
i juz woke up from a very very n very long dream.. the best one la..hhuuu..no lah.
haha..finally i'm getting damn tired watching.. the whole 9 days - 5 days ..which means erm...4 days,of my break ( i got really lampi in maths lately). n also plus 3days of working days,
doing nothin except watching korean, taiwan n japan drama on crunchyroll..hahahaha...24/7! can u believe dat? i didnt eat.. sleep..and i juz put myself on this comfy king-sized bed n continue watching till i really got the bad headache. then only then i realized my brain is sumkind lacking oxygen! ngahaha... get sumthing to eat and also some fresh air to get the energy back.

then i continued watching.. n not forgetting my favourite thing.
ICE CUBE!
dudez... i dont care how bad ice cube can b for my skin or what? to maintain youth?? wth? i dun giv a dem! haha...i juz lurve how it feel when the ice crunched in my own mouth..muahahahha....

tonite...at last. my head cant take it any longer..i juz hv to stop. and i stopped watching..


p/s: mak, so sorry cz i've been so BAD... but plz, dun throw away my laptop..i know i cant live without this..hehehhe..

kopok lekor masuk angin

tv prgramme br kat 8tv..5 jingga.
(ceh! ada lg ke skolah taruk warna as class name?so stupid). ingt bes sgt la..
konon psl bdk2 cheerleader.mcm nk tiru 'bring it on' la kot.
ampas x bes pon. plakon sume kantoi a.. bc script sejibik sejebon..duhh.
body language keras cam kpok lekor yg dah masuk angin. nk makan jgk, tp wat lenguh urat saraf, segala sendi. mcm tu la ibaratnya kalo degil nak tgk jgk even dah tau betapa xbesnya bende tu. haha.





ckp psl kopok lekor...hmm... tringat zmn kecik2 ms kat trganu. kem tmpt aku tggl dkt dgn pantai.ptg2 kalo abah free msti bwk kitrorang jln2 naik motor honda 70.kaler biru muda.. dah penat jln2 ..pegi mkn kopok lekor n pisang goreng kat warung2 yg bersepah kat sepanjang pantai teluk ketapang tu. sedap! sbb cicah ngn sos yg mmg ssh nak jmp dah. cam pelik je 1st time mkn pisang grg cicah sos. pelik tp sedap! tambah ngn air kelapa....wuuuuuuuuu...masyuk!!
rindunya dgn zaman itu.

kopok lekor skrg dah x mcm dulu2 dah. walaupun mcm2 cerita xbes didgr psl kopok lekor ni, tp yg herannya msih rmi manusia suka mkn..haha..
betul ke kalo nk buat mesti dipijak2 gn kaki ikn2 tu? dgr cerita kopok losong yg fymes tu la..sedap sbb pijak ngn kaki.btoi ka? uhiksss..

apsal aku ckp psl kopok lekor?
sbb mlm ni mlm pasar malam. slalunya aku beli kopok lekor tp mlm ni xbli. sbb tetibe rs nk mkn laksam+fishball. huhu..KENYANG!

pasar malam day..

i think sumthin is not right wit my laptop.
its not like the way it was.
n i hate it.
totally hate this!

a week break is such a waste lah...i dunno what else to do. werghhh....
if i got lotsa money rite now...erm.......
i'm goin' to someplce.

p/s: to my fren.

uiytsss. i got this kind of hotel voucher. free stay for 3D 2N. swiss inn hotel.sumthing like that lah.
i got 3 choices; kuantan, kl, or erm..cant remmber. my sis told me kuantan is the best spot. near a beach. somekind resort la.
the thing is .. it only valid till october.
anyone wan to join???

THE DARK KNIGHT?

YO!

i jz put a pic of me.
pretty blurred..n dark oso.
maybe for those hvg 4 eyes jz like cant see it clearly.
good. u dont hv to see it. haha
i like to be in a dark place sumtimes. makes me feel~~ MYSTERIOUS ?? hhuhu

agak bengkek cz xdpt nk upload gambau convo. thats y i hate vista. everything is not compatible. even my digicam cant be recognized! stupid! nyesal x downgrade je.kan lg sng. XP still rawks la!

p/s: shuffle dance. glamer cam bangang akhir2 ni. bdk taski pon gile bershuffle each time cegu xde. hmm....PELIK!

sdg mnggu batman-the dark knight hbs didonlod plk..

18ogos08- satu hari dalam hidup gue

salammmzzzz

i woke up 7am. solat subuh GAJAH. then on my laptop. waiting for something..
mom get angry.

'" pagi2 bute dah bkk pc. sape nak basuh baju?????"

" ye la........." tanpa byk soal. memikirkan betapa x rasionalnya tindakan meng'on pc sebaik sj mata celik.

searh for this and that.. that 'thing' still not finish. i kept waiting. wait... wait.. wait... n wait...
still..INCOMPLETE! demmit.

3 round basuh bj..almost finish but suddnly...pagi makin gelap..hampir 11 pg.. tp suasana mcm 6pg.. sejuk..........brrrr.... tdo sedap ni.

"mak, camna nk sidai bj? cam nk ujan je nih?" ayat2 nk ngelat! huhu

" biar la dulu" kata mak.

" huihiihuihiiii...." seronok!

PC ,masih ON. masih aku menunggu.....
tgu..........

tp mata xdapat tggu lagi. aku harus menjalankan duty sbgi makhluk Allah yg sukakan nikmat tdurrrr..hahaha...

jam 3ptg.
terjaga! baru terjaga! gilossss! hape pny manusia ini? i cant blame myself cz my body was too tired. i didnt get enuff sleep past 4 days.get prepare for that day.my cnvocation day.. its tiring!!
i drove from tg.malim to ipoh. ipoh to sp.. tukar syif ngn abah la tp... thank god my legs started to numb right after we arrived home. safely....ALHAMDULILLAH....

shessshhhh... xsiap2 lagi ke donlod ni?? dah bper hr tgu xsiap2 lg?

5pm.. finally..downloading completed!
yeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

and i watch the 'sleeping with the enemy' for the second time after .....ahhh..how many years ah??
n it still 'creepy'.. huuuuuu...psycho pny hubby! mntk simpang dudezzz!!


6.30pm:

abah : adik!!!! awat x btau abah ni??? ingt abah xnmpk ka?"

aku : hehehe..dah depa xbtau..adik pon xbtau la.... ala...skit je!" ectly..adik2 aku dah kna warning ngn aku.shut your mouth,ok???

huhu..viva sx kakak aku di ter eksidenkan oleh aku ms reverse..langgar tiang kat upsi..hbs bumper...kemek gak la..skit jerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..hahaha

"terer kannnnnnnnnnnn...." kata2 abah yg menyentap paru2 gue! uhukssss

stupid kah perbuatan ini?

haha
i juz cant believe it!
yesterday i was sooo damn bored so i made such a stupid thing in my life so far..
surfing d net without hala tuju mmg sux..so i juz google this..google that...read too many stupid blogs, telling people bout the sound made from his friend n gf 'doing'! what the frog!! people are too stupid now. they become too OPEN MINDED so they think thats cool contributing such stories to people openly..how to get 'this' la,..how to ..bla bla..i juz cant stand doing nothing and sent a shout telling them how gross they are! hahaha.. n they're muslim. that the thing that really made me MAD! arrgghhh... i'm not saying dat i'm good..NO! but juz being a moderate person, its okay as long u know that u r not doing BAD!
not bad lah!

uiks..tersasar rupenya.
actly. i got a hotmail account. and while searching this n dat..i found this thing. dating n personals-n u know what..i just sent in my profile...hahaha...in such match-making things lah..hahaha... but i'm pretty sure..no one will be interested cz my profile is such a mess..haha..saje2..
n the guys claimed to b my perfect match was allllll CHINESE! haha... sorry i'm not interested in people who drink. n surely they do. rite? and suprisingly... i found this COOL . SWEET . N NICE guy's profile..huhu.. nmpk sgt bosan hidup sy ini, kan?

but dun worry. i'm not dat desperate in looking a man in life.
and i still believe what aimi hs told me. she said that i'm going to get married to a guy who i nvr fell in love.meaning that i wll nvr hv a bf la..cz i'm too choosy?! haha ..not really actly.. i jz dun hv the courage and also the 'readiness' to put myself in such horrible and tangled life by hvg sumone that will cling to me..hahaha..what a girl!

n what more important is i'm too easy to get bored wit sumone.. i've been telling this hundreds time.haha.

GTG. daaaa

...........





pic of those hingusan kiddies. huauahua

not so sure what shud i put on the title box..

many of them started working olredi n i'm really glad for them.huhu.. even some still searching n surfing the net day n nite to find job.

JOBLESS.

its not even fun for people like me. jobless means nothing. NO money. NO fun. huhu.. AND the most crucial part is.. NO life at all!!

thats why i couldnt stand living freely like a bird. (i'm like a bird~~~) doing nothing at home.

thats why i juz do the thing i dont really like at 1st(teaching hingusan kids).. but after a while.. the LOVE for them keep growing..
IF One day i dont see their face..its like SUMTHING lost lah.. huhu..touchy skit.. OUCh! agak sentimental 2-3 hr ini..

erm.. i was like a lil distracted last week. asyik marah.. sumtimes i think sumone shud put me in sum place n locked me up so that i can not b a MONSTER! huhu... haha not dat serious lah..

but now, i feel sommush better lah.. happy things keeps happening..so a lil not-so-good things wont bother me la..hikhik

ala... forgot lagi..
aishh... i saw QUICKIE juz now.. RAZz is leaving us. he's goin' to London(i think) to study..wooo...so thats mean i will not b able to see him anymore (at least for couple years) huhuhuk..he's so freak..so wacky...and soooo funny.. and i EXTREMELY like him! n u know what? i really like his eyes..hehe..(gatal skjp)..

it was a dream ( or wish? i'm not so sure) for me to giv a call and talk to him on QUICKIE. but i dont hv the guts yet...i'm sure i'm going to lose my mind n starts talk rubbish and nonsense n pointless IF i can get through..hahah..better DONT lah! haha..

yep..i'm SAD now..quite tired..doing the BEADing job.. WAN pondan is going to pick the dress 2moro N i dont even finish it up yet..waaa..sooo tired.

clueless??

now i understand how it feels when we dont hv a clue

clueless!!!

shitty feeling...it stinx

demmit

stink soo bad!

wut the fish i'm saying ni?

2moro wud b the last workig dy 4 dis week...

going to kl nex week...

pretty nervous of getting on bus after so long...huhu

god plz help me..make my journey safe...

news on tv really scare me..eeerrr..

and hoping mother can finish up my bj krg phg ..hehehe

buntu

ahhh..pening!
katmana nak cr skrip teater ni? kalo gn search engine slalu yg jmp bkn apa yg dcari..lg bengkek ada la..

nak rekacipta sendiri cam malas je..hr ihtifal xbper lama je lg..bdk2 tu mesti kna training dulu b4 perform..mslh skang..skrip pon xde lg...huhu..
ish..byk keje nk kna buat ni..teater mst ada good script, props, crew(nmpk gaya aku ngn cg tu je la) erm...yg plg penting plakon mst ada! tp tu xde mslh sgt kot..rmi je yg gile glamer nih...mst boleh pny la...

sapa ada skrip? mtk derma bley ka?

my month....AUGUST

today is the 1st day in august....i juz love how it sounds..

1 ogos 2008

1st august 2008

01.08.2008

nice huh?!

mungkin sbb bulan ni bln kelahiran kot.. many things will happen this month. and i hpe everything will go smooth...

2nd aug - there will b ansara gathering in kl..n many of my frens gonna b there n the thing is,..i can't make it. uhuuuu... its okay. wait till i get posted and having a stable life then i can go meet them anytime i want.

13th aug - will b my birthday.. i got a present already..not really actly..my good fren, bye gave me this kind of shirt..or should i say it dress? cz its kinda girlish a bit..nvr mnd..i luv it n appreciate it sommush.

16th aug - my graduation day..i really hope that day gonna b the most memorable day in my life even i already experienced how graduation feel in mrsm back then. i get myself this ' hijau lumut' pny kain psg to make a kurung pahang for the graduation. i even bought the beads to put on the baju...huhu...it must be grand lah! i wan it to b grand n happening..haha..shining all over the place..till peoples get blind wwhen they see my baju..hahaah.. padahal bile pakai robe bkn nmpk baju sgt pon..ujung tangn n kain je yg nmpk pon..tp xkesah lah..yg penting i enjoy!!!

a week in aug - school break!!!!! yeayyyyyyy!!!


p/s: kasut x bli lg ni...shud i get a boring black full covered shoes or a trendy bright color heels?? hehe...