strange feelings in a strange situation..

i need to be cool...
i cant be soo damn pushy...
people dun like dat.
but u see, sumtimes when things like this happen..
i keep telling and reminding myself again, if i change bcoz people want me to change...
i'm not myself anymore..
i'm not the real me anymore...

my whole life, i just want people know the real me. dats it.
if they dont know me..
if they dont want to...
i should let them be.
i can't make them decide the way like i want.

got what i mean?
got that? are u sure?
yeah ...rite... i know u wont be soo damn great guessing whats on my mind rite now. dat is fine. i wont blame u.. seriously, i wont. haha