hati aku pedih.
pedih..pedih sgt.
erghhh.... ;(
i hate when i feels this.
i hate when i dont know this.
i hate when i know nothing what to do about this.
i hate everything and anything relates to this.
and i even hate to know that i dont know why should i hate this!!!
i wish everything has the cure.
stay out of here. total 'nuts' in a bottle. hah!
i dun think anyone ever come here.eventho the link is on my top list..that is good!heh~
i said that im gonna trash everything happened in school here.. i really want to.. but the life is killing me slowly. i am burdened with works. i dont really see it..but actually i do have like tonnes of undone! its just me kinda care-less about the whole thing. i wish i have the abilities to be systematic like one of my colleage. she is so tidy and strict with her works. not like me, messy and maniac! HAHA..
*dun think u cud see 'me' with this kind of writings*
warning, this is not about the school anymore. its about ME!
i guess i m one of person who are trying too hard to please themself.
i knew an XY. *knew, means i once know n i dont wanna know anymore*
we're hvg this kind of r/s. a friend? an ex-mate? a friendly-friend?? hoh! i dun even know how the r/s is called!! seriously stupid,rite?
we're good. okay-lah.. so and so..
till that day. we went out.n we stop communicates after that.
its weird. isnt it?
or it just normal??
i just dont know!!
i dont hv the urge to talk n seems like he, too.
seems like we just dont like the 'real' us. hmmm~ that was what i thought at 1st. nvr mind, i kept myself busy. why bother those tiny matters??
but... i cant stop thinkin why the hell all that happened?
and now.... u know what? i guess i have an issue.
BIG ISSUE! which is still undiscovered.
do i need to see some shrinks? :p
duhhh~~~ im acting like a child
people can be soo different inside and outside.
sometimes they changes way too quick. and we dun even get the chance to notice that.
i know this one boy at school. well, smart n friendly.. i like him..so so lah~
but i m so shocked to get knowing how absurd he is in cyber world. hmmm.. i do communicating with the boys thru the net.
at first, i think its quite okay to get intouch after school like that.. not until i had some kind of fight over the facebook. hahaha.. argument is cool.. but it aint cool anymore if we started to hate each other.
yes! i m starting to hate the boy.
erghhh!!!!
end up, ive deleted all the conversations we had.. nasty comments... huh~
see, im not gonna like u anymore,boy~
and yeah...snobby sux like shit!
and one more, i dun see any good reason why i shouldnt deactivate the fb acc.
its terrible!! whats in school..let it stays in school.... dont ever bring it all home.
u r doomed!!!
1st for 2010
wah wah wahhhhhh!!!
lain gile la kan??
well well well~~~ its 2010, rite?
new looks, new attitudes, new me!! errr...(only partial)
got nothing much to blabber..but this new look will define the partial of new me.
i promise to myself, i will throw in EVERYTHING here. seriously, but everything involving ma workplace, which is clearly.... THE PLAYGROUND!!! hahaha..
the playground is where i could find happiness, sadness, anger, sympathy, empathy, friends, enemies, ... so much are there.
writing about human, especially kids is a fun thing to do. whenever i get mad, sad or happy... i would love to share with peoples..who hv NO IDEA about the playground.
i just simply hate those people...assuming we, (the teecah) is doing the easiest task in the world. WTF?
So, here.... i will tell you everything. yeahh!! here babeh~