nnt bila aku jd mcm faisal tehrani

semalam aku br hbs tgk lagi satu movie korea. filem serius.bukan filem cinta sang kekaseh.

dan aku ada menulis sedikit review..hum..bukan sedikit actly..pjg lebar..ya..sgt panjang lebar. lepas separuh aku menulis, aku go thru semula.. huh. ptt pun test summary aku slalu dpt sikit je markah. aku xtau nak summarize sbnrnya.
mgkin takdir aku xpandai mengarang. aku lebih pandai nyalakan penunu bunsen.

jadi, aku lupakan aja niat utk post review tu.. nanti bila aku sdh pandai menulis mcm faisal tehrani, akan aku post.

korg nak tgk filem berat itu? carilah sendiri. SUNFLOWER tajuknya. trust me. tak rugi!


jukebox: shania twain - forever and for always

shetooppe..bak kata org jepun

aku rs kan, aku nak stop lepak kat blog org lain dah mulai esok. aku perlu move on. i got lotsa work 2 do. tp aku ignore je seme keje2 tu sbb abg posmen xdtg lagi. aku dah penat sumpah seranah selangor. aku tau selangor msti negri korup. seme mkn gj buta kot, bodo!

STOP IT! aku mls nk tmbh lima kali seploh dosa ckp kuturr..

yep, berblik kpd isu blog. serius.aku xmau baca dah. tiap kali aku bc blog lain aku akan bengkek. sbb byk yg aku x stuju dr aku setuju. drpd bernanah2 hati aku ni, baik aku stop je.

aku lebih suka amik tau personal life org drp amik tau prinsip org dan perspektif org dlm idup org tu.jadi silent reader pun aku xmau..apetah lagi nak bg2 komen segala. buang ms. sbb mostly org yg terlalu berprinsip sgt ni, ssh nak trime -ve feedback..

from personal blogs, aku tau ade org yg life dia totally different dgn aku.. hehe..best woo! bodo je reason.tp xpela. bodo pun bodo la. jgn aku jd bodo,sudah.

and, aku nak ingatkan diri aku lagi skali. main purpose aku buat blog ni sbb aku suka suki. sbb aku nak kutuk sumone sbnrnya...ms kat kampus dulu.ya, scr maya. menulis sambil mengutuk agak kurang dosa drp bercakap dan mengutuk,..agaknyalah..:p

campus life aku mmg sux. tp xle lwn idup aku kat KMPP la. lagi bangang! ahh..mls cerita pnjg. lenkali aja.

ya, aku hrp2 kwn2 aku yg baca blog ini tau progress hidup aku. itu aja. xperlu visitors byk2. sbb kebarangkalian dorg xkenal aku pun sgt besar.

n... one more thing, aku akan upload lebih byk gamba (berkenaan idup aku la) lepas ni.
muka aku tensen ke. muka aku byk jerawat ke...muka aku ms dh jmpa future husband ke. ya, aku akan upload.
so sistah! keep in touch.

aloha!

jukebox: shania twain - ka ching

nothing in particular 5

it is the last day for this month.

hurm..abg posmen blum bw kabar gembira.

aku makin merana.

merana kerna penantian.


jukebox: rossa-ayat2cinta
mood: swinging...keluh kesah setiap kali lagu ni berkumandang

how to say tata!

yep. boredom is one tiny word with one big meaning. lifeless. dats what i feel rite now.

most people would do something...anything to kill their time. so do i. i love to see old pictures..manage my folders.. download some new mv.. but most of the time, i buzzed some of frens from the YM list. those people who i like to hv conversation with, of course.. what moron wud want to spend their time listen to rubbish??
sadly, yea i know someone like dat. and i hv to reply back if they buzz me cz i dun hv enuff courage to b mean.

hum..after several stop-killing-me-with-all-the-crap minutes, i guess i really hv to back off b4 i say sumthing bitchy.. but the thing is, i really dunno know how to say 'hey i hate talking to you, can u pls shut ur fucking loud mouth?' nicely.
that s a very2 big problem y'know?

and to be super-duper-goodie-nice girl, i always said these as excuses:

" wei, mak aku panggil la. suh wat sambal belacan. nnt sembang len eh?" (bodo jek)
" wei, ko bz kan? aku xnak kacau." (padahal dia yg kacau aku)
" wei, bateri kong a. nnt aku buzz blk eh" (and i did not, of course!)
" wei, hg xngantuk ka?" --> slalunya they smell the hint.

erk..nice je kan?

that was some of the lines. but usually, i just left the mouse and let the status 'idle'..then i got some of the annoying buzz..about 3-4 buzzez. then i just say,
" hey, i really got sumthing to do la. we talk later k? see ya, take care"
juz ignore all the questions and move on.b invisible. ngee~~ i know, kinda rude. but hey, i need to excuse myself eventho i hv to be a lil meany.

i hope i can come out wit some other nice excuses.


** this cannot be applied to my good frens, cz i nvr being hypocrite to them. i juz saying, "oit. aku nak blah dah.bubye" thats it. ringkas dan padat. no need for repeating. no need to b decent. haha.

hard to say goodbye..

jukebox:~ carrie underwood- just a dream

love...love...love...

last nite, finally i can watch a korean movie ' MY LOVE'(2007), after a week been downloaded..via veoh.com

yea i know, crappy downloading,but i dunno how to make it faster.byekula taught me once, humm.. well...even teacher can b dumb sumtimes. and the other reason is, i dun want to install anything dat can slow down my lappy even more.. vista alone makes me wanna scream wit pillow stuck in d mouth.`~stop imagine those unethical act..plis

back to story, hum...MY LOVE. sounds typical rite?lots of romance stories out there .. wit different view of love, how love can b disastrous, how love makes people lost their sanity.. most of them really affects my life.my point of view on love... yea, i nvr been in love. nvr fall in love. nvr plan to, at tis moment...
crush is one different thing..:p

and i know why...love is stupid. people do stupid things in the name of love. for god sake..i nvr wan to b stupid..at least for that reason..yet.




love.
some people experience the miracle of love. yep, SOME,not everyone! making the world of love even miserable...ngeee~~
i hate seeing girls crying coz they've been dumped. how stupid! look! i'm acting tough here.. dun say a word!

the only reason is...its really a difficult task for me to hold tears cz i cannot see tears..like there is somekind of magnetic attraction between the pond of tears of mine with others.. isk..paham x? tears is just a no-no ..cz crying is painful. eyes getting sore after crying..chest getting tight to hold...erghh... laughing is better.. i guess i hv too much empathy or sympathy...shud i say? which one is better? :p
ahh..nvr mind lah.. my point is, i hate to see these:~

- girls crying. for stupid reason such as, bf mrh sbb main frenster, bf marah tak angkat henset, bf marah sembang ngan laki lain, bf marah kuar ngan kawan2, bf marah pakai baju lawa2....hishhh

- boys go crazy. for stupid reason juga. yes, LOVE. and u know what, boys getting scarier when they are desperately in love. i've seen a lot..trust me, stay away from these crazy fellas..ciri2 such as: been dumped, then bela janggut ngn misai.
hello mister, those stray hairs, freaking scary! kunun frust menonggeng la.
hati x keruan- having 'weird' conversation wit another girls. sheet! trying to get lil attention..puhleezz~~
they do not iron their clothes for 2 months. haha.
" aku gosok pun nnt kedut balik." wuuu~~~pathetic.
they dont comb their hair. the level of messiness shows the level of frustration. :D
pls, be meticulously great man. dont show the stupidity in public.



kesimpulannya:
i think boys take love matter seriously than girls. pompuan plg kuat frust pun, nangis je... xde nak comot2 cam boys..hehe
erm..mgkin sbb laki2 ni kalo dah fall hardly in LURVE~~~, ssh nak recover.

dreams nvr end

current mood : happy ding dong!
reason : just watched 'take the lead'. dem awesome! i jz wish i can do those steps. the 'innocent steps' wakaka. no wonder peeps saying spanish/italian the sexiest creature on planet earth.




i want my hair done gorgeosly like her.



i want this sleek n sexy dress on me :p(yep ! drooling~~~)


and

i want hot guy take the lead.....dancing i mean...( yep....more drools~~~~)






current obsession: racheal ray cooking/talk show
reason : i get full just by watching the foods..yum yum yummy..esp the cheesy pasta.aishhhh...

nip4

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

lajak perahu boleh diundur, lajak masa xdak sapa boleh wat apa2.

terlepas "measure of men"

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeet lagi skali.

** kan i dah ckp, psg alarm.

nothing in particular 3

perkara yg plg menyeksakan dlm hidup

PENANTIAN~~~

sbb ni la aku dgn x malunya menjerit sekuat2 ati kat fs.

"lelaki yg kutunggu2......encek posmen, bawalah kabar gembira buatku!!!!"

jeritan yg x berape kontroversi ttpi xlengkap di kekotak frens updates, mmpu membuatkan bbrpa homo sapien tertarik lalu mejenguk profile utk membaca jeritan yg tidak legkap itu..

haha..ya,aku tau kenapa. sbb semua nak nyibuk, sape laki2 itu.

laki2 itu tidak bukan dan tidak lain hanyalah abg posmen. abg posmen yg byk jasa. kdg2 berhenti minum bwh pkok mempelam yg xberpa rendang... empati merasuk~~`


jukebox:

leona lewis- yesterday

bahana frenster

current mood: STRESS

reason : FRIENDSTER

p/s: pls define.

mood tgh bosan. as always, fs laman web utama tatkala bosan mlnda. langkah yg perlu dipatuhi sblom meng view page org lain:

(view profile anonymously: YES)

hope u get what i meant.. hum...

lebih suka begitu.
:p


slps meronda, STRESS kuat merasuk
hahahha

reason: JEALOSY

define?: malas nak menulih.

tata.

sure or not????? is BACK (for me only~ left behind maa)

yeah1 i'm watching latte@8, on9 of course.

gile...aku mmg suke gle ah tgk lwk spastik Jlo tu. dr memula prgm tu kuar tv, mmg aku kalo boleh xmau miss la.. pastu lama dah xde. i heard they banned the show.. and i guess i now why..heh heh heh... yeah! this one i am 100% sure!!! haha

and now, the show rawks again! n jason seem a bit slimmer than the last time i saw him on tv. amal cara pemakanan sihat dah kot. :p

tonite show..yeah! i love it. they invited an/a ? anchorman from al jazeera..ala....news channel tu. wow..great conversation they had. jason with the slumberrness, makes the serious matter enjoyable to know. he cracked some jokes bout p_ _ L _ _ and dat made me laugh out LOUD!!! huhuhu

" well.....erm.......erm......" if u know the person wit this erm n ahhhh ...then u know what i mean la.
and also the "ekceli......"

then i got 1 extra knowledge, bush with his " yer know what?.." AHHA!

and i just addicted to latte back. i missed all the episodes from this season, and i think i want to catch up some of it,

~~~~ latte@8 marathon tonite~~~~~ wanna join????


** kdg2 xde sape gelak bila jason wat lawak. kesian.
but dun worry dude, aku mmg gelak gile bangang la sorg2..walopun nnt dibilang gila lagi..huhu