sy bosan
sy bosan
sy bosan
erghhhhhhhhhh
i'm old~~~
huhu.......
exam dah lame hbs, tp aku blom merdeka lg!
tesis nk kna jilid...nk jilid takes time! nk kna tggu at least seminggu br siap..
wokshop ni lah wokshop tu la...merate2 wokshop!! wokshop wokshop wokshop!!
spanar xpegang pon!! cam2 speaker ada...cam2 ragam ada...yg besh ada, yg xbest pon ada...yg lawak ada...yg x lawak pon ada... tp yg plg besh skali DR SALIHAN la....hehehhe...atuk!!
aku mmg xde mmg xde nafsu la nk tido kalo dia bg crmh ! nk kelip mate pon syg rsnye...kalo missed sumthing...x ke rugi...:p
ahad adalah sunday
today is sunday! ...
sunday is holiday...
people go somewere!
and me? stuck here...
packing...boring...lying ...ooowhh so freaking crazy!!
esok i hv to see dr hasimah...settle oll those unsettle stuff...ahhh..so bengkek cuz my 2nd reader got soo many complaints 'bout my theses... aiyaa''' so burdensome ahhh... makes me feel sooooo angry lah...its end the semster....people having fun olredi, and me??? still do nothing except this thingy!!! erm...what can i do?? to get an A for ths, i must do anything and everthing tht is possible!!
aiyak....i getting older lah doing all these 'not-so-fun things"...
next year i guess i'll get 3yrs older than my fellow frens...~~~sigh
(pimples+blackhead+whitehead+headache+wrinkles+etc----> OLD WOMEN
hatred!!!
19 nov/15.11pm
Arghh…mmg aku xle nk concentrate rite now!! Bengang dari smalam sampia skang xhabis lagi…then dia tambah lg bara kat api yg nk cool down dahni…even slowly cam siot…slow reaction sgguh!!
Bangang sgguh!!! Aku benci manusia camtu…aku xpenah serik kot…walopon aku dah mmg tau dia mcm tu,,, selfish like pig!! Siot cam bastard!! Baboon mcm baboon la!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Aku BENGANG!!
Apa la mslah dia tu? Xcukup hormone ke ? terlebih hormon ke?? Peel cam syalll..
Ego xbertempat…marah xtentu psl…bangang lagi la xtentu hala!!
Ah..i want to stop here…if I don’t,..i don’t know what else I’m gonna say to this crazy bitch!
come~~come~~
pass one pper... 4 more to go!
hell yeah..i'm so happy even its not over yet...hahaha(tink tonk~~)
i want to 'modified' some features in my blog actly...but ended reading others blog...huhu...
warghhh..i dont have anything in my mind rite now...erm...(looking at my bed now.."come...come....)
ohh...gotta go!
c ya~
“kissing a fool”
The theme song for today is,
“kissing a fool”
You are far when I could have been your star
You listened to people who scared you to death
And from my heart
Strange that you were strong enough to even make a start
You'll never find peace of mind 'til you listen to your heart
People, you can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will, for they will
If you let them steal your heart from you
People will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all
We should have seen love through
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes
Covered me with kisses and lies
So bye, but please don't take my heart
You are far, I'm never gonna be your star
I'll pick up the pieces and mend my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough to think you'd love me, too
You must have been kissing a fool
I said you must have been-a kissing a fool
But remember this, every other kiss
That you'll ever give long as we both live
When you need the hand of another man
One you really can surrender with
I will wait for you like I always do
There's something there
That can't compare with any other
You are far, when I could have been your star
You listened to people who scared you to death and from my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough
To think you'd love me too
You must have been kissing a fool
---Yea..i feel like I’m kissing a fool today…
NO. I don’t really kissed someone…but…try to understand the lyrics….
It’s so much alike with what we always facing these days…
If A love B, doesn’t mean B love A too…who knows? B actually love C, which is A’s best friend?! Wth!
Last week, I’m listening to HOT.fm..and the topic for that day was “ the most ridiculous thing u ever done because of someone that u like.”
And to make it short, there is one guy. He said that there is a fat-ass girl that adore him soo much, she always make sure that she ‘exist’ in every place that the guy performs.( I guess, the guy join a band, a singer, underground thingy).. and he just do nothing bout dat because he don’t really bother about the girl existence… and one nite, while perform… the girl suddenly stand up and on her way to approach the guy on stage and…..she slipped and got tangled by all the wires on the stages.. Since that she have this ‘fat ass”, the momentum when she fall,, well…u can imagine by urself…no need to be elaborated. Yea… all people booing..but the guy want to show some respect kot, or gentlemans behaviour , perhaps?! Or maybe sympathy?.. he help her up. And she gave a rose to him..he accept it..
It’s not the main story, then after the show, he gave the rose (which is given by the 1st girl) to another girl that he likes. Ouch! He’s mean!!
Then The fat girl know bout dat…she felt humiliated…the guy felt nothing …dowh~~
the 2nd girl …I dunno..
But when the dj asked what happen with the 2nd girl..he said..
“ haha…xde ape pun. Sbb dia bkn suka sy pun!” hahaha J
Then he took the opportunity to apologize to the fat girl for being such a mean..
*moral of the story is,,, the GOD is fair. He always be fair to everyone.. He makes everyone suffer n happy at once.. so, be thankful.
Haha..so, to keep away from all these things happen to me, I always stay away from these kind of ..what we call? Hearts malfunction?
Haha… keep my distance…
be steady..
be cool..
be ignorant..(at least for this)…
be whatever I wanna be…
keep the focus…
career comes first…
love? Later~~~
deym! How I really want to get out from this place!!!
dunno pt.2
yea! i changed the template....and the color too...black is cool...but my eyes can't stand it anymore...most blogs i went used black as their blackground...
i love to read...but erghhh...it just...irritating!!
ahh....never mind!
i dont really like pink actly...but i already tried several colors...but dunno. i just hate all of it!!
i changed the url too...dunno why!
. the previous one sounds......shit! i just dunno!!
i want another..but they keep saying, "sorry, its not available."
deym!
last nite i slept earlier than usual...i'm not even sleepy yet...
but a bug kept disturbing...flying here and there...i HATE bugs!!
i can't blame it...should blame myself for not close the window...
so, i just went to bed.
can't even shut my eyes...
blink.blink.blink. and blink....
hairs is all around my room...
i hate to keep sweeping every single day..
why dont the hair just dissapear after they fall from my head???
i dunno why i keep complaining today.
forgive me for this.
i promise i wont do this anymore.
.
.
no. i can't promise that.
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.
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..................:(
lifehouse: take me away
this time what I want is you
there is no one elsewho can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
it was never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
cause I've seen it allit was never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Me, and my ice
I love crunching on ice…(I’m doing that rite now)… just love it x kire siang ke mlm ke…masa sejuk ke panas ke…masa mkn ke..masa tgk tv ke…can’t help falling in love with ice!!
there are sooo many people asked me why I like eating ice…they said ice is TASTELESS! “Baik ko mkn eskrem ke…sirap ke…air oren ke..” So, why the heck I love that tasteless thing?? Then I replied:
“ ntah. Aku pun xtau….yg aku tau..aku suke perasaan masa aku aku gigit ais tu…aku gigit gigit then, dia ilang!! Syok wooo… (pelik kah aku ini?)
Respond mereka yg bertny,:
“ hah?? Gile!”
Hahahha….whatever…what can I say,….
But, my friend once told me, or ADVISED me…, “weih, sukati ko la ko nk mkn ais pun…tp aku ckp kat ko ni…don’t u ever do that masa dating ngan bf ko nnt.”
Then I asked, “why??”
“ ala….jgn je la….xpyh tny byk.”
I was like, HUH??!!
And I’m still wondering…WHY huh?? ( naïve me..lol)
overslept
I guess dat I overslept today! for the past 2 days, I’ve been stayed overnight…reading + memorizing + jotting notes+ scrolling the mouse+ singing + watching movies..etc… the probability dat I’m not scrolling the mouse while studying almost zero! ! hahaha… it just unavoidable. Heh..
And I think because of staying –up-all-nite-long regime, my biological clock kind of ‘lari’ a lil’ bit…I didn’t sleep at nite, and I overslept the next day…erm…which is not good. there are 5 more days left before my first paper for this semester….(this is my final year here….sumtimes I feel that its too exhausting to be here…so, the fact that I’m gonna finish all these things in a lil more time makes me excited all over again )
I just happen found this web site. (www.happynews.com)... I think I shud giv it a try…sounds interesting!
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i slept early last nite....my head just spinning around...have to struggle today!! qada my wasteful day yesterday!! ergHh